ellwhy

2008-07-20T17:52:00.002+08:00

http://ellwhy.wordpress.com

relink!
:D

I might switch back to blogger someday though :)

2008-07-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

Shall blog in detail tomorrow or someday..
Can't help but say this,

I am very proud of DHSJAB.
Very proud of AA, NA, AC.
Very very very, very proud of NC'08.

You girls give me the strength to believe that we are the champions (:

2008-07-12T22:30:00.005+08:00

Meeting _ 6.30am at punggol mrt to get something, mdm grace, grace, liwen, glada, cheryl at 6.45am at boonkeng mrt then off we go.

Thanks sir cheehoe, mdm grace mdm cheryl, sir weiquan, squad, haihua, charlotte, yihui, clinton (chua and ng), hongsheng, ceren, leeying, zhikang.

Jiayou all com teams:)

Why did I even consider bringing the necklace, lol.

2008-07-07T20:04:00.000+08:00

Liwen is sending me the video yixi recorded during zone com.

So big, so big.

2008-07-07T17:50:00.003+08:00

But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin'

Didn't want to blog, just want to say I feel proud of NC!

Others probably chionging hol hw or having fun at gatherings or just slacking at home since today's a schl holiday, but NC went hq for com train. Felt kinda sian at first 'cos I was quite sleepy, but NC and my watch really made me quite happy :)

Anyone who has been our casualty before would know NC cases timings always fail to make it, haha! But today..our timings went something like 12~14min, fastest 12.01 :D It's a motivation to me (I guess to the team too(:) and made me feel super proud of NC!

I like smiling at the timing when I press the stop button, I like seeing all of us work hard, I like seeing squadmates come down to help for com train (No. 0, 6, 7 & 8!), I like seeing ma'am say "Actually for this side there's nothing much" which actually means "not bad" (hahaha), I like..nah. I love NC(:

Just, maybe our Home Nursing needs more help. Jiayou girls, I believe in us that we can do it.

Okay I feel like blogging already.

Past few days I have been concentrating on nothing but com, be like ____ who carries FA manuals around (lol!) and studying and studying diagnosis and HN. I liked the time we mugged at Glada's house, super fun :D Liwen jiie typed 11-page long 套餐notes for us and AC. And of course, Glada's very funny "bolster and mattress drop and step on doughnut incident" :)

Oh by the way, I am jealous of Glada 'cos Kovan MRT is less than 10 steps away from her condo side gate. -__-

Went for nat com briefing yesterday with Wenzhong, Ma'am Yi'an and Sir Jason. Too bad balloting is on the day itself cannot practise (but it's k). Yea I must remember to bring I/C, must remember. Timing everything all the same, good. Just maybe we need to use our supplies more wisely.

Com train again tomorrow, not going third lang I guess. Cikgu Nas gonna kill me :D Gave her my word that I would go some Asian Language Day on some Saturday, but I think I missed it already. Maafkan saya Cikgu D:

Andand, I'm happy that anabelle's team and clinton's coming down(lol!) for nat com :D

I feel like buying ear studs and changing my skin.

Anywayy. Random quiz I got from blog-hopping.

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B. Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. What do you think an ideal best friend should be like?
Hm I don't know, hard to say. But who cares, I have a best friend already, haha :)

2. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Nat champ.

3. Who's life would you want to takeaway most?
:) If only I could.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Put it in a bank and see it grow :D Donate to sj, 环游世界, shop, donate to sj and buy Daddy's medication when he needs it.

5. Describe yourself in three words.
I am stubborn.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Mutual love, haha.

7. What's the one wish you'll make this very moment?
Heng guang to recover.

8. Is there anyone who has made you extremely happy?
Youtiao, NC.

9. Do you believe in ghosts?
Depends :o

10. If the person you like secretly is already attached, what would you do?
Continue liking him?

11. Would you like to confess to someone you love by yourself, or through your friends?
Myself.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and squad.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Honestly, single and rich. Love is dumb haha.

15. What is the first job you wanna take once you graduate from school?
Relief teach at dhs, or maybe a part-time nurse in a nursery and get seizures everyday :)

16. What's one thing you hate most yet you can't change?
Memories with you.

17. How would you rate the perfection of you life now?
7/10.

18. Among your friends, who do you think is/are the most similar with you?
We're unique people.

19. What do you think makes you stand out from the others?
I don't know, how black I am? Lol.

20. What do you wish not to see in the near future?
A new doujiang, haha.

Okayyy.
Medical conditions.

2008-07-03T23:10:00.003+08:00

"at least u know u ended something not worth holding for."
Maybe that weirdo's right.

I ~~don't want~~have to forget the memories, put you down, pia with NC and get on with my life.

'Cos I doubt, I doubt I mean anything much to you now.

2008-07-01T22:48:00.003+08:00

In 45 minutes' time will be someone's birthday.
And this someone is special to me :)

She was the one made up lots of stupid songs and sang them together with me and liwen and making a total fool out of ourselves but we don't care, the one who knowingly cheer me up when I get lowlowlowlow, play audi with me, do more stupid things together, etc etc I can't list all la.

Girl, thanks for everything.
I love you &&

hAppii3 15th biiRthdAyEEzhiiweii !~

Don't be so emo ok. Got retarded me and spastic boon and 25 special squadmates with you. Jiayou dear vice chair andand stay funny and cute and twiitsx ~

10 months plus to my 16th birthday, haha.

Anyway..very sorry to best buddy. Brother came along wanting me to hang up :/ Yes I shall call you tomorrow if I can.

Went to school at normal time for idmi today..LZK and yangshen didn't want to go for flag raising and I ended up being my class representative, yixi laughed at me ._. Then I stayed in school till 3.45 when my third lang bus came. Gosh super long.. At least I had ahmin, yuherng and audi to accompany me though, haha..

MSP was fun until after recess when I felt empty after getting reminded by best buddy about some things. Started reminiscing..and I thought to myself that everything happened too soon. Sorry if I scared the people sitting around me, ps.

I miss the bike parking area behind the MRT, with the sweet silence and sunset as the backdrop, you and me forming everything else.

Lydia is fat.

2008-07-01T14:05:00.001+08:00

Hi I'm Yixi.

I just hacked into Lydia's blog.

I'm kidding.

*I just got whacked by Lydia (who was instigated by Mr Tay) with a toilet roll thingy. -_- pain!*

Okay, I love Lydia.
Lydia is the world greatest NC No. 1.
She will curb her fear and nervousness and do her best in 12 days starting from tomorrow.
Why?
'Cause alot of people believe in her.
So Lydia, believe in yourself (:
You can chop Yang Shen up if he goes crazy again.
Or at least, I'll chop him up for you and serve him on a diamond platter with pride ('Cause silver platter will fall through and break).

Oh yah, I typed in my phone to blog about something I saw on the way home yesterday, but I forgot all about it.
I was in Berwin's Mum's car. Then around my condo area I saw this Caucasian jogging.
He was topless but ohmygawd he looks so macho.
-_-
I'm so gay.

Cynthia is gay.
I called her a pig yesterday on her blog and just in her class.

I think I don't need to blog on my own blog alr.
Okay.
I had an above average lesson today.
Chiang Ky didn't come, so I finished up my maths.
Chem test on Thursday, wonderful. ABS and IE.

LOVE LYDIA LOADS LAH.
LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA.

Cynthia has no brains.
She's happy about it.
'Cause she just said YAY.

YOU DID.
AND I'M NOT A TARD.
I'm a fruit tart.

Cynthia is fat.

Bye. Haha.

Au revoir!

2008-06-29T20:36:00.004+08:00

Dedicated, to you.

It's been 4 days.

Couldn't bring myself to face this matter since that night. Even the thought of us made me go crazy, let alone accept the fact that we are and can no longer the same. The stories, letters, gifts, tagboard, smiles, laughter, tears and quarrels are enough to leave me with memories worth a life to remember. I thought back about the times we had together, the songs you sang, the letters you penned, the presents you gave..but what you've said alone has blinded me of the happy times. What I see before me is the end itself. I remember crying myself to sleep that night, nostalgic about the 407 days we had.

I'm used to checking my phone for your messages just after I wake up, looking for you amongst and through the crowd, msning and webcaming with you smiling crazily to ourselves, going home together, hugging cow bolster to sleep, wearing that necklace, smile when I hear djyt..so many things I do remind me of us, tell me how hard it would be to not think of you, let alone forgetting you. You told me not to hesistate because of you if I found another. I won't hesistate, 'cos I won't find another. And then you told me not to give up the whole forest for a tree..but sometimes when only this one special tree is in your eyes you won't bother if there're better trees elsewhere.

You encouraged me to pick myself up when I fell, taught me to be stronger, familiarised me with the transport around your house (which helps me alot lol..), showed me what care and concern is, let me experience how missing someone is like, and most happily yet sadly, went through 1111 together. Though once you were my sweetest drug, now you're my sweetest heartbreak, haha..

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye

But I guess in anyway, thanks for the memories and the 1111. And sorry for the things I've done.

Maybe I'll get over it in a while.
Maybe I'll miss us.
Maybe I'll still cry when I think of us.

But I know next time I will remember to cherish the beauty of the flame before it burns me.

2008-06-28T23:23:00.002+08:00

Daimen says:
hmm i still rmb the first time i noe u
u damn funny lah disturb nicholas poh den he ask me help him
den later i like eh your name same as my sister one
lydia says:
o.0
Daimen says:
den u say my name is lydia tat y i every year a leader
den i like yah right

Primary school life was fun.

2008-06-27T20:41:00.016+08:00

I'm so used to it,
Now I youtube everytime I'm online.

Crazy.

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And (maybe) it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

seconds to say hello, forever to say goodbye.

2008-06-26T22:15:00.002+08:00

The tears just come..
then they go.

And then they'll come again.

2008-06-25T20:41:00.001+08:00

"sry that i neglected u
but i just wish to be alone"

2008-06-24T20:38:00.004+08:00

I didn't know best buddy reads my blog haha. Okay hello(:

Whee. Holidays went woosh and its gone. Second day of school already. Heyhey 10 more weeks to Sep holidays! Aiya but sep hols practically study period for eoys so..nvm :/

Hahhaa, my elective has been great! Basic Aerospace(: Yesterday and today we went to Singapore Poly, nice place with many shuaigemeinvs and foodcourts, but big til I had some problem finding my way to the MRT today :D Told you I need someone with a good sense of direction! Lol.

Yesterday we did the Polymer-dispersed Liquid Crystal Display thing! Hahah we had fun wearing our jumpsuit thing. We all wore XL which was gigantic and I think I ended up looking very stupid :D

And then and then, I forgot to flip the side with the spacer before putting it on the other piece! Aww in the end MrGoh let me use his. It felt good to see the LCD thing light up though.

Today was fun too. Made perfume blahblah (I think mine smells good(:) Only thing I didn't really enjoy was the steriods part, cos most of must were practically slacking but it was fun having Keith, Yuherng, Edric and QQ around crapping away and killing the boredom. Andand, the open book test was whoo, I think everybody finished very fast.

Anyway, jiayou for NC com train tmr! It's quality over quantity now so no matter what comes in our way just give it our best shot. Remember, there's always the squad with us alright(:

Tmr's gonna be a good day. Elective kias + NC + casualties!

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Quoted from 越爱越难过 by 吴克群.

请你别拖拖拖大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
(...)
如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛多么的难过
别越爱越难过
然后连话都不说继续沉默
连朋友都没得作为了什么
然后跟我说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧坏人我来做

The last gasp of air

2008-06-17T22:52:00.002+08:00

When you tremble and grip your heart in fear,
Images start flashing past..
You close your eyes,
Still trembling.
And suddenly, the familiar feeling's back.

And then in a moment,
everything's gone.

2008-06-17T21:01:00.003+08:00

Why did you have to lie?

2008-06-15T19:22:00.002+08:00

I just lost to a Clubber by 1k for 150 db4 and he suanned me like whoohoo and this just added to the pissed mood I was already in. Zz.

Gah but anyway.

CLAW was great! I think I learnt more in CLAW than in Snco though. The learning atmosphere was better probably 'cos of the small number of participants and the learning attitude. It was fun working/playing 给我tempo ready go/laughing/slacking/tying tripod with chopsticks/planning/sianning/keeping awake with 3 squadmates and our corp officers, and of course the others from different corps.

To start with, everyone in CLAW works very well together. Not only inter-corp, also also intra-corp, where regardless of rank we utilise every opportunity and maximise our potential as leaders. Learnt lots of things relevant to SJ and I think this workshop made me feel more confident in taking over the post as SC and as part of the instructor squad which will require lots of the skills that we were taught over the 2 days 1 night camp.

I think I'll miss CLAW camp itself, and more importantly the company! Nevermind we're going to meet up soon hahaha :D

And to Clinton,
Jiayou being OIC!

With Vision, We Lead :)

2008-06-12T22:55:00.003+08:00

:O

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After having lunch at Cineleisure I decided to take 65 to Boon Keng and go home from there. Last minute wenzhong joined us so we managed to board the first bus that came. Probably 'cos it was GSS or something, the bus was kinda crowded so we squeezed through the crowd who refused to take up the space at the back. Know the old bus model? Seats at the back of the lower deck are facing each other, narrow pathway, etc.. We stood there until somebody stood up from her seat and alighted, then she simply pushed her way through to the exit. Yea our camp bags were bigheavyandbulky. So I guess my bag hit against this middle-aged woman's knee, and this is where the incident began.

*bag hits knee*
Woman: *Taps my shoulder* Hello? Your bag hit my leg! *Rubs knee*
Me: Erm sorry the woman just now...
(and then before I could finish saying my line..)
Woman (bueysong tone): *Still rubbing knee* I dong care she push yoo, yoo hit my leg and its very painful! *frowns and gives !#@%$#@ face*

...I just walked to the back and sit down. Woah thanks to Wenzhong if not I think I would have flared up. Zz she's not the one who just went through a camp being tired and carrying a bigheavybulky bag standing at a narrow pathway in a crowded bus, almost falling asleep. And thing is it wasn't even on purpose, and I've already apologised to her but she just didn't seem the least satisfied. Some more she kept diao-ing me on the bus >:( If she were scared of being crowded and hit by people she should've chosen to take a taxi instead. I mean hello, this is Orchard Road in the hols and its the GSS. Frankly I won't be that angry if she scolded me cos I hit her while I was playing laughing whatsoever, but this is really ridiculous grr.

Yea I think I'm tired. I don't feel like going for Tuition tomorrow but I don't want to waste Daddy's money so I shall go and learn. Zz, Bugis.

Whoo, my nose just bled :)

2008-06-09T17:35:00.002+08:00

Talking to yixi suddenly reminded me of Jnco.
Images came rushing across my mind and the thing that actually made me smile was how I stupidly made my squad marchpast in 2 ranks and getting suanning remarks from seniors after the parade. Memories(:

Leaving for SNCO camp tomorrow till thurs. And then on Saturday book in at DHS at 8am for another camp til sunday. Gaah. This week is a busy week where there is minimal time to squeeze out for homework. Grr.

I only finished 2.5 Chem papers and 1 Maths assignment. Yay. So much more to go.. (credits to Class Blog)

Language Arts:
1. LA Film Project
2. LA Essay

Higher Chinese:
3. 阅读报告
4. Level Camp 700 Words Reflection

Mathematics:
5. Mathematics Assignment
- Polynomials and Partial Fractions Assignment 2 (Worksheet 3)
~~- Polynomials and Partial Fractions Assignment 3 (Worksheet 4)~~
-Geometrical Properties of Circles Assignment
-Indices, Surds and Simultaneous Equations Assignment
-Coordinate Geometry Assignment
-Polynomials and Partial Fractions Assignment (yes another one T.T)
-Quadratic Functions Assignment

Chemistry:
~~7. Anglican High School 2007 EOY Paper~~
8. Dunman High School 2007 EOY Paper
9. "Particulate Nature of Matter" Online Quiz
10. "Particulate Nature of Matter" Assignment
11. Chemistry Mini Assignment

Physics:
12. "Kinetic Theory of Matter" E-learning
13. "Kinetic Theory of Matter" Online Quiz (Start: 9th June End: 20th June)
14. Heat Transfer - MCQs and Assignment

Geography:
15. Population Worksheet 2

Miscellaneous:
16. Necessary Portfolio stuff

Many, many more to go.

2008-06-09T01:29:00.001+08:00

Hmm... nothing special?

LOOK CLOSELY.

TADAH! :D

2008-06-08T22:59:00.003+08:00

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and yay, look at this :D

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Sometime last year, a bunch of squadmates were walking around Junction 8 ground floor. When a salesman for Planet Fitness walked towards us.

Salesman: Hello miss, would you like to take a look at our new programmes (or something of that sort)
Us: *Looked up and sees guy directing question to ah boon*

Sometime today.. me and ah boon were walking around Parkway area when a saleswoman for some cream looked at us.

Saleswoman: Hello xiao jie, want to try the cream? *points to face* for pimple?
(I walked past, looked back and realised woman was talking to ah boon.

So Ah boon has a conclusion today that..She doesn't like sales people. :O

Tuition today was..okay. I didn't fall asleep:)
After tuition Ah boon and Jadey made me stone 30min for nothing -.- They were pondering whether they should pay the monthly fees for Physics 'cos they were considering of dropping. Then after talking on the phone last night and discussing for half an hour at the reception desk with receptionist persuading them to pay, they paid. Lala good now you both owe me 30min lololllllll.

I think..we're leading our lives back to normal now. But what you've done and said, the broken promises and repeated lies, repeatedly thinking that you would change..somehow sprang me back to reality that "you and I know its impossible to change"

breakdance
break time
break camp
breakfast
breakup
breakdown

So far away, I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close, and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend

2008-06-07T14:28:00.003+08:00

Damn. I told myself to start on the 5 Maths assignments today. But haha,

1. Can't concentrate 'cos of stupid headache
2. Keep thinking of last night
3. Didn't know how to do first question, skip to second assignment. Then it happened again till I realised I didn't know how to do everything.

Bad start. Maybe I should start with something else. Or maybe I shouldn't start 'cos tomorrow I'll still be this lousy.

I think SJ trained me to endure too much. Too much that even when something hurt me so much I'm still willing to cling on. I wonder how stupid I can get.

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A quiz from Tinghui's blog.

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 1441 hrs
The idiot who made you do this: I'm an idiot, thanks
Name: Lydia
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 7
Height: 158 cm
Where do you live: Punggol
Favourite drinks: Many
Favourite breakfast: I don't like breakfast.
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes
Swam in the ocean: No
Fallen asleep at school: Duh
Broken someone's heart: Dunno.
Fell off your chair: someone pulled the chair away when I was about to sit.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yes.
Saved e-mails: Many.
What is your room like: Messy. Very.
What's right beside you: Bag, Files, Table lamp, pencilbox, homework file.
What is the last thing you ate: Porridge
Ever had chicken pox: Yes
Sore throat: Now.
Stitches: On my thumb.
Do you believe in love at first sight: Not anymore.
Like picnics: Depends with who.
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: Squad, on social night.
Who last made you smile: I didn't smile today.
You last yelled at: Mummy (sorry.)

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: One word, considered?
Kissed anyone: No.
Get sick: I am.
Talk to an ex: No.
Miss someone: I dunno.
Eat: duh.
Best feeling in the world: (this sounds like some samL's phrase haha) be back to what we were.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yes
What's under your bed: Luggage bags, bags, clothes
Who do you really hate: I don't really hate.
What time is it now?: 1445hrs.

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes.
Do you have any siblings: 1 brother.
Do you want children: I dunno.
Do you smile often: Depends.
Do you like your hand-writing: Depends.
Are your toe nails painted: No, I'm not liwen haha.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Family?
What color shirt are you wearing now: White.
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m yesterday: Eating

I can't wait till: I die
When did you cry last: At photos and messages last night.
Are you a friendly person: No.
Do you have any pets: 1 Hamster and many fish.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: Gone.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: I love yixi.
Do you sleep with the TV on?: No.
What are you doing right now?: Doing this thing.
Have you ever crawled through a window?: No.
Can you handle the truth?: No most of the time.
Are you too forgiving?: Towards you.
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Mother.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Brother.
How many people can you say you've really loved?: I dunno.
Do you eat healthy?: Not really.
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex?: No.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yes. 2J, Aunty Anne, you.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Liwen, Leeying, Brother, ~~you~~.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Depends
Are you confident?: Towards?

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. Playing
2. Slacking
3. Did Pri. 1 assesment books
4. Taught my parents hanyupinyin
5. Maybe breathing.

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Finish some homework
2. Transfer songs to my phone
3. Download the song on Jing's blog
4. Sleep
5. Get on with life

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Potato chips
2. Cookies
3. Sweets
4. I dunno liao.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Build a hotel after my name
2. Shop like crazy
3. Fly to HK every week
4. Give parents money
5. Save some money.

5 of my bad habits:
1. Giving too many chances
2. Bad temper
3. Slacker
4. Can't focus for long
5. Think too much

5 places I have lived in:
1. Singapore
2. HK
3. Hell

5 jobs I've had:
1. CEO of a big big company (yea I wish)

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Maybe I should do Maths again.

2008-06-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

2008-06-05T23:51:00.004+08:00

It's always nice having class/cca outings and the best thing that can happen is that when I'm very happy after meeting them all I get is scoldings from my parents at home, complaining how late I reach home and how I "每天出去出去". I can't believe my parents thought I lied when I said I had to go to school for LA project/cca. Hello, I went out purely to play only once this holidays.

I haven't started on my holiday homework! I need to start I need to start I need to start 'cos SNCO is taking up 3 days, Someweirdcamp taking up 2 days, HK trip taking up 4 days, and tadah..left with 4 days for homework. Just die.

Filming tomorrow at school. Meeting emokid at SK at 8.45 to get video cam. Must remember! I can't be late like the previous time D:

Anyway, had 6A outing @ Marina Sq today! Jing, Wilson, Guorong, Qixian, Raymond, Samuel, Zhengyi, Liwen, Joyce, Jiaying and I were there. Though we didn't do great things but just a movie and a simple dinner plus birthday celebration brought back many memories of being classmates for 4 years, some even 6(: We haven't seen each other for months, but when we meet we just..click. Haven't been feeling very good these days but I guess my friends are always there for me..Thanks guys.

Today we..
Met at Cityhall at 1pm
Slacked and lunched at Macs
Played gay games at the arcade
Took photos
Watched Indiana Jones
Slacked at Macs
Trained to Airport
Ate dinner at Foodcourt
Celebrated Jing's birthday (and he was very touched :D)
Did gay things like asking strangers if they had a lighter (for the pancake and the guys crazily styling each others' hair etc etc etc etc etc!)
Skytrain-ed and walked around Airport
Bus-ed home with Guorong

Photos(:

Thanks for today guys.
The people I've known for 6-7 years, the same people who make me go crazily happy(:

(+ Lil Sam)

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Wonder if you care about me like how I do. Lol sometimes things are so..unpredictable. I have never seen this coming and if given a choice I would never want it to. "We're a little lesser than what we were", but why does it feel so much more different?

13 months of guilt..But why hasn't anything changed?

I'm sorry I don't understand.
But I swear dj still loves yt.

2008-06-05T01:25:00.001+08:00

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痴心绝对 - 李圣杰

想用一杯Latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱得太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你作任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

2008-06-03T10:23:00.003+08:00

We tend to fall in love the same way we get sick;without wanting to, without believing it,against our will; unable to defend ourselves. And then we lose love exactly the same way.
-from jing

What have we become now?

2008-06-02T11:16:00.002+08:00

手放开。

2008-05-27T22:51:00.003+08:00

你好！
对街上的某个人来说，昨天只不过是个普通，平凡，不起眼的日子。但对我昨天过了个很开心的生日（：

先说说前一天的事吧（：
前天和2J到KBOX从两点K到六点，蛮开心的！唱啊唱啊，zhenling 突然拿出一片蛋糕，2J唱起生日歌来。好高兴（：最后唱的少年，知足和朋友钩起很多1J和2J的回忆，唱着唱着大家的眼眶装满了泪水，情不自禁的哭了：（朋友一生一起走，那些日子不再有。那是我们都回不去的从前。。虽然我们再也没有在课室打球，被老师骂，看irene穿错衣服，看zhiwei大笑，看jianfeng耍酷，劝四位男生别打架，打破课室门的玻璃，等等。。但我相信在1J和2J两年期间刻骨铭心的回忆，大家永远，永远都不会忘记。我爱2J！

昨天也过得格外开心（：
squadmates从secretrecipe为我买了个草莓cheesecake，趁我在课室时给了我一个惊喜：D 谢谢你们！是你们给我继续努力向前冲的力量！

最后，我要感谢记得我出生１５年后的人！

Dad, Mum, Larry, Godfather, Boy, leeying, jiemin, jade, shermaine, zhenling, jiahui, dilys, yizhen, jerreme, zhihao, fiona, liwen, raymond, clinton, yingyting, ruixian, jianfeng, yixi, dennis, chloe, tabitha, ziuhan, ssgt eli and daphne and xunlin, mr tay, zhiwei, wenzhong, joyce, yasi, peijun, jessica, shimei, mdm cheryl and xinying and gracetan, jiaxin, xingfang, kangrui, yang, jason, mae, wenhui, bengoh, charlotte, hanlong, rovik, daryl, clara, wenjia, sharon, thadsha, adeline, chorheng, sheryl.

THANK YOU 2J, THANK YOU SQUAD!

Though you're not here with me, but I know(i guess) this is how you wished my birthday would be. I hope you wished me happy birthday through your heart(:

我永远不会忘记我１５岁生日。因为在这一天的３．３０ｐｍ，爷爷去世了。妈妈原本不打算今天告诉我，怕影响我的心情。但爸爸选择了一简讯告诉我。看了简讯，在这一天内第二次留下眼泪。爸爸安慰我时说的最感人的一段话我就是不能忘记。

他接到姑妈的电话，说爷爷呼吸很弱，只剩下很短的时间。当时，一家大小都到齐，陪在爷爷身边。姑妈把电话放到爷爷耳边让爸爸和他说话。爸爸说：“爸你听到我吗，爸？”姑妈说爷爷眼睛又反应，叫爸爸有什么话快说。爸爸又说：“爸，你放心吧，我们会照顾妈妈。你放心吧。。”

爸爸说了这段话后我实在无法忍住眼里的泪水。那时心情很乱，不知如何是好。过后我不哭了。但现在逢一想起爸爸面对失去亲人的痛苦和勇气时，我又感动地哭了。

我很想念爷爷。我会一直很想他。但是爷爷现在可能在个更快乐，没烦恼的地方。
我们应该为他感到高兴。。

2008-05-24T20:28:00.005+08:00

第一次用华文写部落各。。觉得还蛮有趣的:D
可能多接触华文可以提高我的华文程度o~ 哈哈！

时间过得好快。。一眨眼一个繁忙，疲劳的学段就这样过了。做了半年的中三生，我觉得自己没中二时那么懒散和贪玩，反而把剩余的时间充分地花在学业和课外活动上。看到自己成绩进步，虽然感到高兴，但是希望下的学段的成绩也能保持或进步。我一定会很努力的。

其实。。虽然这次学校假期能让我先享受一下，但说实在的要完成的东西应该比我家的盆栽还多。（哈哈！）
所以。。大家加油吧。

今天早上8点就到了学校，为三天后的小学数学营做些筹备工作，也参加了POP AOP。一切还蛮顺利的！(:现在只希望我们表演项目也同样能顺利完成！

好像。。有点想念你。

2008-05-21T21:04:00.002+08:00

I am very tired.

I want to sleep.

but HELLO.

work(:

aiyaigiveupla.

byebye.

can never find the right time.

____.

2008-05-19T17:55:00.005+08:00

i'm tired of being vented on, pissed off, stepped on, forced to do things i refuse to, being disappointed, having to hold my tears back, falling asleep while waiting for your message replies and calls, getting scolded by my mum for being on the com and phone and questioned on who i went out with and who walked me back, having a keris planted in my heart and spending so much time thinking how happy i will be if i could spent my birthday with you like last year.

my name is not nobody, i'm not perfect. i guess i haven't been the one you always wanted nor have i ever made you a very happy person.

i lose (again), alright.

2008-05-19T14:21:00.001+08:00

HI I AM FRUSTRATED.

SCHOOL IS PISSING ME OFF WITH A LOT OF CCA AND ACEDEMIC WORK TO BE DONE.
They make you think there is all the time in the world when they say everythign is due week 10 but hahahahahahahahhahahaha

LEVEL CAMP TOOK ONE WEEK AWAY ALR.

WHO IS THE RIGHTR SET OF MIND WITH DO HOMEOWRK AND STUDY DURING LEVEL CAMP hmm? And when thes tudents come back they realise OH NO I HAVE THREE DAYS TO COMPLETE THIS AND THIS AND THAT AND THIS AND THAT AND THIS TEST THAT TEST IOH COOL ITS ALLITERATION WHATEVER. Unfair like owvb8iguwealjhawreligaejwlgkjwleibuwa3029852iuwosvikjfdg,m32qngb0o9u)*#%EOGIJkfwow3itj.

NI HAO HIHI HELLO BONJOUR HAI.
I SHAKE HAND WITH YOU YOU SHAKE HAND WITH ME
WE FRIEND FRIEND (Y).<-- this is a thumbs up.

2008-05-11T10:10:00.000+08:00

3B ppl you're laugh when you read this, I think hahaha!

lydia says:
HIHI
something random
monday we wear bond tee hor
then bottom wear what o.O
Sam. says:
yo
i wearing PE shorts
lydia says:
ME TOO
HAHAHAHA
AND DID YOU SEE YOUR TAGBOARD! omg you wear skirt ahhhhh
Sam. says:
LOL
yeaaaaa once only la
lydia says:
omg you look ok what (!!!)
Sam. says:
but i dn like
LOL i feel like the whole world can see my underwear
lydia says:
OMG HAHAHAHHAHA

hahahaha!
Reminded me of Leeying and FBTs. Her very classic one:

Me: Gogo! I dare you go up stage and dance with him.
Leeying: Duwan lah! So gl, worse than wearing FBTs can!

3B!(:

[edit]
Just celebrated my lunar calendar bday. Swensens icecream cake :D Very nice!(:
Thank you mummy and daddy, and happy mothers' day(:
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2008-05-11T02:20:00.000+08:00

A free Saturday just feels very weird.

Didn't really sleep, spent my last night doing some Maths and watching videos of people singing. Came across some _____ ones but some were good lah.

This morning I was so bored I randomed Jade. She must think I'm crazy lolol. Then I pestered Wenzhong to play MSN games with me. :O I won in Uno!

Aiya, I think I should finish my Maths.

4 more days.
;D

2008-05-10T15:51:00.000+08:00

Lolol the last post was on 28th apr! Haha now it's 10th may alr.

Past two weeks was just busy. School, com trains, lvl camp stuff, smc stuff, tests etc. I'm glad I cleared all that I have on hand.

Yeah, knew all our results alr. I'm quite satisfied, but believe there's still lots of room for improvement! Dad kept saying that during PTM today but its like o.0 I think he talked more than the teachers. But hoho anyway, doesn't really matter.

Oh yes, 3B will be up against 3J for interclass bball finals on 20th May! Gogo, come down and support us :D Good job for winning both your matches today and securing top two placings!
3BINO JIAYOU!(:

Level camp is this monday! Haven't started packing, don't really care lah. Butbutbut, jiayou level camp committee! Good job for all the planning and proposals(for some) and most importantly, the hard work put in to try make the camp an enjoyable one for the cohort. The planning's over, now just add oil for the execution of the plans ok! Hahaha, don't throw any level camp booklets away, lots of efforts put in lol!

Sunday 11th may
JADE'S BIRTHDAY :D

Monday 12th may
Level camp starts (long bus ride D:)

Wednesday 14th may
♥♥♥

Friday 16th may
Back in SINGAPORE :D

Saturday 17th may
IPKT
SNCO briefing

And then there'd be RT, ALC+POP+40th anni camp, SNCO camp, Corps leadership camp, com trains. Luckily I succeeded in not going to the Malaysia trip for MSP. Seriously, this hols I think half is like taken up alr.

Week 10 maths test maths test maths test (!!)

Nvrm I think I'm tired. ~~I think~~ I should go to sleep now.

5 more days.
One year ago, we talked about a bottle(:

2008-04-29T10:34:00.000+08:00

Good job!
yay!

Die liao lo. :)

2008-04-28T09:36:00.000+08:00

Some forwarded e-mail hahaha quite stupid :b

I knew a gurl that was so stupid that.......

she called me to get my phone number.

she spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said 'concentrate.'

she put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to make up her mind.

she tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order.

she sent me a fax with a stamp onit.
she tried to drown a fish.

she got locked in a grocery store and starved to death.

she tripped over a cordless phone.

she took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept.

she asked for a price check at the Dollar Store.

she studied for a blood test.

when she heard that 90% of all crimes occur around the home, she moved.

when she missed the 44 bus, she took the 22 bus twice instead.

2008-04-28T05:40:00.000+08:00

Guitar concert yesterday with bro. (he is really my blood brother)
Ma'am Grace doesn't want to believe me -__-

Lol nevermind, I'm not in the mood to post.
sdiujgeowlikvbnowigeepgoiwkept0293t8uieoakvj2qlgpbksrjgt2-pt09uiorsjblaw4e3ktjgew09tuo3w4itjlsmfxn bvaletk2i036t960oi932ult5kwjeglwk4njgsf9ugw3t9u830294riopdj
bgrewlkhnlbdsfkogrh2o49tu8ol302piutorkhjlkdfjbnlerm,bifdugpwer
oh9ugwerikyjpdg.ljkr;l9oywupkrebp49yu3ojklh.

&everywhere I go, I get reminded of this(:

This week's gonna be cool -.-
And omg..I'm missing ctc handover :(

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you wouldn't know
if you never attempted to find out.

2008-04-21T09:15:00.000+08:00

Long overdue photos ;D

Yay. I am too busy to update.
:)

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- 341 ♥

2008-04-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

oh my god (:

- 335 ♥

2008-04-03T11:11:00.000+08:00

You have to watch this. It's really good.

I like her version too.

"I find it's a little slow, slower than Yiruma's performance. BUT...you kept a steady tempo, which is more important. "
-QXQ29

Yes, it's the song Carrie's group played this morning. Was addicted to the song since the day pig sent me the url. Haha it sounds a bit emo..but oh well, it's really really nice. Gaah I'm going to convert it to mp3 soon. Seeing the other online users play it off so well kind of demoralises me ): wiregjlksfjb someone play it for me please!

Today was a slack day. Went for Film Editting course during LA, only presentation during HCL, watched some "Surprising Singapore" video for Geog, Interesting PC3 lesson, went through worksheets for Maths and did mindmap for Chem.

Finished my mindmap in class before leaving school at 3 plus, reached home close to 5, shuang ^^ Well, felt guilty for not waiting like I should but I had to go home to do work..gaah. Sorry ):

Don't know why, but recently I've been in love with soyamilk :B It's damn niceeeee.

Okay, maybe I should continue doing my Maths Assignment 5. -_-
Cya.

2008-03-31T08:04:00.000+08:00

:D
I haven't posted for 216 hours.

My nose has been running away this week. Up to now he's still being bad 'cos he's not returning to me and my throat spells p-a-i-n D: Luckily this week was a kinda slack week. No tests, no much homework. ^^

School without com trains are rather relaxing, without the extra responsibility to study the stuff and train&train while others are probably studying and making full use of their time. It feels weird when I have nothing much to do on mondays, wednesdays and saturdays now, but the break has been a rather relaxing and good one. I guess I'm more or less ready to train for another 4+ months for nationals. It's not going to be easy I guess, competing with champions from different zones. The standards will definitely be higher and the competition will be fiercer but I'm glad I'll be going through the com with my team and my squad.

Flag day yesterday was fun ~ Hahaha, started off at Jurong East which was total crap 'cos there were like >8 corps there. Omg la so we moved to AMK. Not bad there. After two years of Flag Day, I conclude that middle-aged and older people are more generous than younger ones. While some people walk a big round just to shun those holding donation tins (haha, although they'll still met one eventually), pretend they never heard/see you and all, there are some who are really nice. There was this lady who was rushing up a bus. Suddenly she asked the bus driver to wait for her for a moment and she rushed down the bus to drop her money in my tin. Omg, and I met Huei Ying again! It was like the third time in a week, so cool :D

Trained back to school and had lots of fun interacting with the juniors. LinMin is like dirty in the mind (Ryan be careful!) Hahaha jk:) Shared stupid jokes like the 'dirty' joke, the 'cold' joke, the 'sick' joke and so on. Invented a lame seri song/cheer too xDD I love seri :D

Anyway, had tuition today @ parkway. Chemistry was fun x100000 with Miss Tay's stories but Physics was D: manz. Kind of boring :/ Ate prawn noodles at hawker centre with liboon and bought some stationery and pencilbox from the $1 shop. Hahahaa, those shops are super nice 'cos there're lots of things to see :D Was raining heavily but luckily we crossed the road before it started pouring. Bused home with Liboon.

Was chatting with Janson when he shared some jokes with me. LOLOL.

A Chinese family (Chu, Bu, Fu and Su) recently immigrated in the USA. To integrate better in the society, they have changed their names accordingly: Chu in Chuck, Bu in Buck. The Fu and Su sisters decided to return to China.

Another one.

One day a father gets out of work and on his way home he remembers that it's his daughter's birthday. He pulls over to a toy store and asks thesalesperson, "How much is the Barbie in the display window?" The salesperson answers, "Which one? We have:
Work out Barbie for $19.95
Shopping Barbie for $19.95
Beach Barbie for $19.95
Disco Barbie for $19.95
Divorced Barbie for $265.95"
The amazed father asks: "What? Why is the Divorced Barbie $265.95 and the others only $19.95?" The salesperson annoyingly answers, "Sir..., Divorced Barbie comes with: Ken's Car, Ken's House, Ken's Boat, Ken's Furniture, Ken's Computer and One of Ken's Friends."

Lololol.

Yay my brother bought me sweets :)

Grah I'm broke and I'm busy. There're so many things I want to get ><
Stationery
Pencilbox (I just got them today! :D)
Mechanical Pencil (:D)
Bronze/White shoulder bag
Hoodie with prints
Light grey jeans
Hair straightener
Longer hair, shorter fringe
Kappa flats
Simple ear studs (to wear to school)
Metal polish (I don't know where mine went)
Meiji Chocolate Gummies from Action City (!!)
Bookwrap
White waterbottle
Learn guitar
Play ___ on piano (!!)
And the list goes on D:

Zz I miss pig.

2008-03-23T08:03:00.000+08:00

Orchard yesterday was fun.
-Trained to Orchard @ 1230
-Shopped
-Ate and ate @ Far East
-Watched Spiderwick's chronicles, good movie :D, bad cinema D:, best companion :D
-Trained to sk
-Walked past zhikang and kian kok but they didn notice. Lol.
-Trained home
-Slacked at void deck/staircase
-Home @ 9+

“A few days ago, Sunny and I go into a MRT train. I told her to sit on the chair in front of me, so that we can see each other. But after we sit, many people come in at Raffles Place MRT Station. Then they block my view. I cannot see Sunny anymore. Then at Jurong East MRT Station, all the people go away from the train, and we see each other again. Then Sunny come to me and said ‘See? You’ll just have to wait for me. That’s what true love is all about. Just imagine those passengers as obstacles in our love: They may be blocking us, but I know you’re just in front of me. Nothing on earth can stop our love, okay? If you cannot see me, just wait for me, okay?’."

2008-03-20T18:33:00.000+08:00

:(

Sorry..
for making you worry cos I always chiong-ed homework till late night,
for pissing you off when I was stubborrn,
for making you sad cos of things that I have done,
for talking to you about the two things cos I was being over-sensitive.

I regret.
I take my words back.

Please don't blame yourself anymore.
I'm sorry.

A moment of love, a moment of lo/ve.
You're my sweetest drug, my sweetest heartbreak.

2008-03-16T02:53:00.000+08:00

You will never realise what's hidden under those fanciful masks.
Their acting is so good they should join Mediacorp.

2008-03-12T14:15:00.000+08:00

Today, was a very happy day.

Anyway hi, I think I will go on a short hiatus.
Com's coming and I'm going to chiong x10398742309857.
Chionging... I guess, towards a blurred destination.
I'm sort of touched (emotionally) by yang. He promised he'd buy me a Rubiks cube if my team gets first in zones.

413 said:
then u dont be so stress too haha
i dont eat for 3 days to save the $$ for u

Thanks Yang, I needed that encouragement, I needed that type of love and faith the squadmates have in our teams.
I'm stressed, I desperately need time.
Squadmates, I promise to try my best and give it all in for zones.
..will I get my rubiks cube?
NC3 ALL THE WAY !
stressed.
On the 16th of March, tears of joy or sorrow?

2008-03-03T14:06:00.000+08:00

Tuition today was cool, didn't feel sleepy at all! Haha, sleeping early does the job(:

Whee. After tuition went to find Daddy. Couldn't get him thru the phone for quite some times so walked around Parkway while waiting for his call. Saw this brown and cream striped cardi and its on sale ahhh. Then Daddy came and bought it for me, he even suggested taking the other colour..I didn't really like it so got the brown and cream one instead.

THANK YOU Daddy!(: I've never gotten a gift from him like this before.

By the way, ACE essay sucks ): LA Compre sucks ): Coordinate geometry sucks ): Jianbao sucks ):
What to do, still have to complete.

Zz, tonight no need sleep le.

[edit] 1221AM
Talked awhile with Zhiwei and laughed at her lameless. Opposite of Sam is Mas. Mas Selamat. -.- And she said he was hiding like Saddam. Dunno what she talking about lah haha.

Zz. It's Monday already. There's com train and I know I am going to fall asleep during lessons today. Let's see.

Things I need to do:
By tues:
Chinese Jianbao (300 word reflection)
By Wed:
STUDY COORDINATE GEOMETRY and quadratic equations
By thurs:
LA compre
Mathe Assignment (Ex. 3.1 ~~Q2, 3, 4~~, 5, 10)
ACE Essay (Doing with Zhiwei, my part almost done)
Holidays:
Geog Essay

Luckily there's only one Maths Common Test this week, zz.
Okay, off to pack my bag and sleep.

Holidays are coming in 5 days! Smile! :D (though it's going to be a very, very busy holiday)

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Thanks so much(:

2008-03-02T11:23:00.000+08:00

Busy weekend with lots of school work to do and stuff to study):

Com train today was quite okay, Mdm Grace left halfway for a match. We were tired and didn't feel like doing case so asked Ssgt Cheryl if we could do fd instead. Our drills improved! JIayou nc!

Bought Sweettalk and joined AC & their mentors for lunch at block 10. Had Hokkein mee but was super full so I didn't finish it :/ Haha, took train home with Wenzhong and met Ka Jun! He alighted while I was sleeping lol.

Reached home at about 3++. Audi-ed with Zhiwei for a few games and stopped when she left for dinner. Night was funnn(: Haha and audi has so many twiitx lol. ANDANDAND, HAHAHAHHA

random girl 1: ps miss
random girl 2: it's k..(:

HAHAHAHHA, both me and Zhiwei pm-ed each other LOLLLLLL it's k (:

Zz, I haven't done my work and I feel guilty for playing): After this I'll be off to eat dinner and start on my homework, can't drag anymore zz.

And while I'm doing homework someone's sleeping like a log(:

Okay byezxzx.

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❤

2008-02-26T13:52:00.000+08:00

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HAHAHA ACHMED THE DEAD TERRORIST :D WATCH!(:

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We had spotcheck this morning hahahha.
I passed :D
I think I'm still going to pin tomorrow in case Miss Ling goes to check Zhiwei's feelers and shirt. Why must I be behind Zhiwei! (tsk)

Slack school day. Had 2 free periods during LA and Assembly was cool looking at your friends dance dance (: (Lol dance dance. Zhiwei!) Chem prac was funnnn! I think Mrs Phua not that bad now. She can teach, just that she seldom smiles, not even when she said/did something funny herself. Zz, but sooner or later we'll have to memorise that qualitative analysis thingy and that's when I sian myself out again.

Watched Empire of the Sun after school at 3J. Ending was nice, and it made Zhiwei cry hahahah. It's a good story, but like what Liwen said some parts are like..literature. o.O

After that we went to watch AC's com train and Jiadong's dance. ^^ Did some drills with Liwen in the rain, with Liwen's complaints of her wet shirt revealing her erherm. :O

Slacked a bit at the canteen until Dad fetched me back.

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Love, is like playing the piano.
First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart. If I could reach up from my heart and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand (:

2008-02-25T09:32:00.000+08:00

This blog's as good as dead hahaha.
So little time, so many things to do.

Come to think of it, there's nothing much to blog about. Maybe I'll upload some photos later.

My Math quiz results were bad, and I foresee history to repeat itself for the one we took last week. Grah. But HCL paper wasn't that bad. I got 75.5.

Okaye..I'm tired. I need more sleep): My life is practically a routine. Wake up, school, comp train, home, homework, study, sleep...and the cycle repeats itself the next day. Mentally very tiring..but it's good to know that there're precious people around like my squad and yt to accompany and guide me through this phase. The days awaiting us will get tougher, but as long as we persevere and go through this together, we'll somehow succeed(:

Photos

WHATARETHEYDOING :O

Larry and I @ Little India -.- I look like a malay girl -_-

Liwen Spastic Shot #1

Liwen Spastic Shot #2

Liwen Spastic Shot #3

Liwen Spastic Shot #4

Bottom-up angle :O

GUess who?

Guess who?? :O:O

I'm normal! :D

On Sentosa's skyride(:

CNY celeb

std3s08!

school seldom looked so nice(:

Table @ GM market :D

CNY Carnival carwash! nice rainbow lah(:

Love from Mr Tay!

On skyride with cousins(: I'm the one in greeeen!

-__- Sam drew that. :DD

Why no orange? ):

Aww. Cheryl held the wrong kia's hand :O

Look closely!

99.9% accurate.

Jade, Carrie and Jaime behind container block. Hahaha, I think this photo looks damn cute LOL.

Okay, I'm going to start on my schoolwork and revision again(:

Cya!

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两个人走不会寂寞..

每一刻都会珍惜, 都会把握.

庆幸有你爱我..

2008-02-17T15:18:00.000+08:00

I haven't posted for a while. Schoolwork and activities have been piling up and there isn't really any time to rest, much less the time to blog.

School life's been oweigaulksbvrjawgh. Juggling between cca, studies and friends isn't an easy task and I think it'd probably get harder for the rest of the year. Tests are getting increasingly frequent, sometimes challenging, and cca commitments are getting higher.

LA letter
~~Chem WS~~
Chem corrections
Chem revision
Maths WS
Geog report
ACE essay

Pathetic.

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蔡淳佳 - 庆幸有你爱我

失去和拥有刹那的感动
人生有时候像一场梦
醒着的时候睁开了双眸
不如意的很多

朋友和情人来的来走的走
反反复复寻寻觅觅为了什么
要多少时间才能够了解
其实有你就足够

握着你的手走过快乐和难过
黑夜白昼我们都曾经拥有
人生是没有定律的一种节奏
不如用心去感受

快乐的一刻胜过永恒的难过
黑夜过后就有日出和日落
两个人走不会寂寞
每一刻都会珍惜都会把握
庆幸有你爱我

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A bolster's not enough..
I need...Pig.

2008-02-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

No matter how sad or disappointed I am, it's always more than comforting to know that I have youtiao, 27 squadmates and 23 classmates who never fail to bring a smile on my face when times are down. Thank you :)

It's kind of stupid when one moment you treat me so nicely and another you tear down your mask completely and scold me like nobody's business. Argh, whatever.

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School's been getting from bad to worse. Today was very, very long and tiring.

Started the day with PE which woke me up a little. Hahaha, Zhiwei's favourite always appears -_- Lol, jogged 3 rounds with Zhiwei and Liwen. Yea, then started lessons and zomg. 3B discovered a deep dark secretttt from Mr Yap. O:

Recess was stupid, the canteen was crowded as ever. Three of us bought that peach soluble fibre drink and we looked like a bimbo gang holding pink bottles. :Omg. Walked back to class wanted to change but toilets were being washed so we changed in some classroom. Ahahaha, Xiangyu is a pervert! :D

Geog as usual, was fun with Mr Lee around. I think he's a really good teacher ^^ Anyway, quotes from Geog lessons yesterday. (Better if you have a jacket around you, or something)

Mr Lee: Okay, so can anyone tell me what are unions?
Somebody: Teacher, they're..Onions' best friends.
Mr Lee: *Gives lamed face* Okay, I thought I was the only one who told cold jokes. So, what are unions?
Somebody: ..Onion with its head chopped off
Class: ...omg

I forgot who was that lame kia -__- Must be either Hanlin, 7000 or Zhikang.

Following was Physics, then #$(&*%)*#&$(*#%)#(* CME. Eh, CME leh come on. We were asked to write about our acheivements and infer what our good points were from those acheivements. I stoned for a moment and thought to myself. I can't find any good points in me. My heart sank a bit, but I guess I was too shagged to think deeper into any of this sort.

I think I was v tired or something. I laid my head on my hand and somehow fell asleep. I still don't know how it actually happened, but I knew what was happening around me and I was actually writing(while sleeping?) o.O I got woken up by Lu Laoshi's voice saying something like why didn't I write my answer in the boxes there or something. Then Zhiwei turned back and we both looked and my worksheet and she burst out laughing like HAHAHAHHA. I was damn blur then I looked at my paper and I didn't understand a word I wrote. The words were small, smudged,untidy and slanting downwards. Somehow I felt like somebody was controlling my hands. I don't know, I was feeling freaked out, but kind of astonished that I could do something like this. I was really..half awake. -_-

By the way, frankly, I don't know why Mrs Phua seems to like to pick on our class. The first thing she did when she came in today was pull a few miles long black face and asked us to pick up rubbish in our class. We were like.. -_- I think once Mrs Toh is gone, I'd fail Chem.

Throughout Maths 2 periods I felt like a fool. out of 6 questions, there were 3 I needed to do with help from Guowen and Jade. The feeling sucks when everybody around you is coping well and you're the one struggling at the surface of water trying to get some air. Zhiwei don't sad too, jiayou!

Aiyah, school was supposed to end at 3.15 but we were dismissed late from HCL. Very dumb lah. many tests coming up. I think CNY holidays are not even fit to be called holidays. It's an excuse for teachers to give us more work and tests :/

MSP was dliguwegklj. I think any amount of water won't make it any less dry. Went through 5 pages long of conjunctions, questionings and other stuff(wtf?) I think I fell asleep again at around the third page. The same thing happened and I was kind of puzzled cos this time I could read what I was writing. It went "$5 money on shirt, *something-I-couldn't-read* ylel the cerebrospinal fluid and" Freaky.

Sorry squadmates for not being able to attend AOP today :( Should have ponned MSP, boring like awoigujwlakbj.

Alright, I think I should sleep today. I am very very worn out cos I haven't been sleeping more than 4.5h everyday.

2008-01-30T15:28:00.000+08:00

zz..I need a haircut.

2008-01-28T14:18:00.000+08:00

Chemistry tuition today was interesting as usual.
But Physics tuition today wasn that boring! :D

Haha, met a total of 14 ppl either me or Liboon know today.
At PP there were 4 4A guys, Janson, JiaMin, Alex & Richard
And at TM there were Jocelyn, Jovi, Valerie and 2 of Liboon's friends. :)

I need to saveee cos I want to get (in order of priority):
Larry's birthday gift
The red OP shirt I saw today :o
Waterbottle
Pencilbox
Hard plastic phone cover (Mine broke ):)

Things I need to get done (chronologically):
Sickbay Duty
Memorise fd sequence
FA
Write notes for 3b, 2j and squad for Friendship Day :)

By the way, an organiser is useful.
It's called an organiser simply cos it really aids in reminding you the work needed to be done, important dates, etc. :)
(Maybe you should get one too :D)

Haha, good luck to all presenting Chem proj tmr!

2008-01-27T11:03:00.000+08:00

I changed my skin after months of default blue tictac.
I think the picture's kinda too big. But
Anymore links?

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A Chinese story I found from a random net.
It doesn't relate to me, in case you're wondering. Just felt that it's v meaningful, and hope I'll never meet a guy like this.
Lots of mistakes here and there, bear with it.

在一个阳光明媚的下午男孩和女孩在一个公司楼下相遇，在
四目对的那一刹那男孩就喜欢上了女孩就这样男孩天天在公司楼下等女孩，就这样女孩被男孩真心感动。从此男孩跟女孩成了朋友，他们好像谈的来，在一起很开心。女孩虽然不漂亮不美丽，但她心很善良很文静，有一颗美丽的心。

那个女孩很喜欢花尤其是百合花，男孩知道她喜欢花，每天都会送很多百合花给她。白天都会送她上班下班。就这样子女孩很幸福过了半个月。女孩今晚很奇怪这么晚了怎么不开灯，跟平常不一样，原来她在想这个幸福太突然了怕这个幸福越接近她越会离她而去，女孩想了想乘现在自己没有爱上他，拨电话给他跟他说清楚免得爱的越多伤害越多，当电话通的时候女孩要挂了电话。因为在电话里说不清楚。

第二天早上男孩就在门口等女孩上班，他知道这个时候女孩就去上班，当男孩把手上的百合给女孩的时候。女孩没有收下百合。只冷冷的说了六个字，我们做朋友吧！如果连朋友都做不成，那我们就没话说了。女孩就微笑的走了。。。。。。。。今天女孩没有去上班，因为外面雨下的好大。当她眼睛往外面看的时候发现有一个人在雨中淋雨女孩心地善良拿了一把雨伞走了过去。当走进的时候发现那个人原来就是那个男孩这时女孩要一次被他感动了，这样的幸福要过了一个月，好像她是世界上最幸福的人。

但做梦没想到的是上帝如此残酷男孩既然要交了新女朋友还提出要分手，女孩问为什么难道以前的爱都是假的吗？都是骗人吗？对我好只是一时兴趣吗？对。。爱情我只拿开玩笑，对你只是一时兴趣，只想知道单纯的女孩爱上我会是什么样的结果，只想知道女孩被我追到是什么滋味。。。。。。

这晚没有星光没有月亮夜是很凄凉女孩伤心的仿佛这个世界一下子变的暗淡她无法面对美好的回忆只是瞬间，无法相信自己的爱被骗。尽管女孩曾经告诉自己：在这个世界上一星陨落黯淡不了星光灿烂。一花凋零荒芜不了整个春天，不要因为一颗星而失去整片天空。可是女孩发现，有时候一片天空只为一颗星而存在。失去一个人，生命不会因此停止运转。可是如果经历了心如止水的哀伤，人才终会明白什么是对的，什么是错的，什么才是最值得她去追求的。。。。。。

adapted from http://bbs.350500.com/a/?BoardID=16&ID=808687

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2008-01-27T08:58:00.000+08:00

Last post was 12 days ago :O
Frankly I wouldn't have remembered about blogging until I googled on some curve Mrs Toh mentioned in class. Maxwell-Boltzmann Distribution Curve :O

^^ im a guai kia!

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Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLOE PAWA! :]
Smart girl and good friend since primary school. Stay smart and meet you during tps CNY celebrations!

I don't think there's not much to talk about but aiya, I think I'm blogging cos I have nothing better to do. I think I'll just blog about RT yesterday. Cos it semes like that's the only thing I can remember from 15jan onwards, other than being the first one to wish Yang happy birthday :]

Supposed to fall in at 1430, but Guides were having a parade so we had to wait. Kind of a blessing in disguise, or some of us would be late for first parade. RT yesterday was a pure pt training but it wasn't too draining cos it was only 3 hours+ long. And I don't know why, stretcher PTs are getting increasingly fun :)

We had some comp team talk after last parade. Feeling quite motivated after the talk, but as much as I feel that way, the stress within me is building up too.

I need to go skin hunting, I shan't be lazy and stick with this default skin anymore -_- Till then I'll use the new link list I saved on my desktop. Sorry to those I haven't linked/relinked.

Coming up:
` Tuition
` Sickbay duty
` Comp train
` CNY meeting
` Jiadong 16
` Maintenance day
` Maths CT
` Jenny's visit

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Opinions do clash, but are they worth it in the first place, to make a difference in things that are happening now?

Entah?

Haha :(:

2008-01-16T15:09:00.000+08:00

Been feeling kind of ~~down/disappointed/a failure~~ idunnohowtosay these few days. Thank you brother for talking to me about it. I guess I'm feeling better already.

It's kind of hard not to smile when I reach school and meet the bonded 3Bino, go downstairs and see the crazy squadmates.

Thank you guys for everything. For what you've given me I doubt I've ever returned.
What should a person do, when loving and being appreciative becomes everything that matters?Did I get your hint?
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Class tee design's out. I think it's unique and our class has people who can draw and write really well. Thank you Xiangyu and YuHerng for the drawings and Liwen for facilitating the vote ! Bino is seh !

Classes today was kind of zz. Slept thru few questions during Maths. Zomg, the geog Mr Tay is Ribena-cool. Aww. QQ has some affinity with Mr Tay and his Ribena&Lemon bottle. Then I realised HG has that same bottle to put water -__-

Had lunch at Ghim Moh with squadmates and went MOELC for Malay. The bus stopped outside the LC in the pouring rain like they had no brain -_- So it drove in and wonderful, they stopped at a non-sheltered place. -___- Nevermind, we were all wet anyway.

Cikgu Nas had mood swings for the beginning of the lessons. Towards the end she was like laughing and laughing at Cyn's "saya tidak care".

Dad drove Cyn and I home. We live like superr near. But my nearest classmate is still Hanlin, followed by Wenzhong, then Cyn.

Sort of slacked the night at home, thought through some stuffs and pondering if I've got the right idea from someone.
Saya ingin menjadi seorang yang gembira setiap hari, tetapi aku tak boleh mencari alasan-alasan.. Aku ingin pergi ke pantai dengan dia dan menangis hingga mata saya kering.. Selepas itu aku berfikir..atau aku harap aku akan berasa lebih gembira..
Morning Footdrill's starting tomorrow.

2008-01-14T10:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fun (: Dad fetched Liwen and I to Sim Lim to find the psp slim for ahemjansonahem. Yea, found that it was a total rip-off so we went some 101 building to get it : D And then liwen came up with a cool idea of repackaging : D

Had lunch @ Mac, and it was like LOL hahahhaha. In the morning my dad drove past a TK guy doing Flag Day and he said something like "Aiyo, people see his face also don't want buy already lah. At least smile right." (in cantonese) Haha, then the guy was sitting beside us @ Mac and iwen totally burst out laughing. -_- I had (: meal. Yea. I had happy meal : D Took 4pc nuggets w fries, milo ~~and the gay barbie doll.~~ Haha, I stuffed it in the psp box anyway :p

Then we had to rush ~~hour~~ Redhill to meet BillyKang. Guess we were early for few min and realised he was not there yet -_- It was then I found out Liwen thought his name was WilllyKang. -_- We sat outside 7-11 and we met Mr Tay! Hahahah, such a coindence : D

Slacked for quite some time and I think we worked around 45min to 1h only. $15/h o: Working with Liwen was kind of fun : D The ~~Sissy~~CC joke haha!

Got back to Aljunied, Liwen led the wrong way to Jan's house -_- So we were stranded at some bus stop in the rain. Wonderful -_- There was no way to get to the bus stop across w/o getting wet and the rain was quite heavy so we cabbed there. Sian, on the way both of us didn't want to look at the meter.
~~Damn, the stupid rain @ aljunied made me and liwen spend 1/4 off the pay -_-~~

Soon we were at Iareangelicshitcoe's birthday party @ janson's house! Ate talked laughed played drank watched tv.

Biggg party. I've never had any birthday party w more than 15-20 ppl before. Well, I've never had a birthday party in years, nor did I have any bunch of people singing a birthday song for me in school (cos my birthday never seems to be on a schooling day ]: )

Okay, let photos do the talking then : D
(I CANT UPLOAD PHOTOS OHMYGOD)

Yea, Dad fetched me home at 11pm and slept at 12plus, was superr tired. :/

Aspen today was.. omg. Chem is fun fun fun! But Phy was really v v sian. I need a more intersting teacher. Please? Ate with Liwen and Jade at the hawker centre then took bus home.

Some personality quizes : D

In the fish tank
You enjoy being surrounded by lots of your relatives and friends. You can be over-possessive and sometimes this can hurt the people around you. Learn to chill out; you have lots of friends, so there's no need to cling to just a few. Share your natural happiness around, particularly to your sweetheart.

Your Handwriting
You are a sociable and outgoing person. You enjoy attending parties and seek attention from people wherever you can. The closer you place your words together, the more afraid you are of being left alone. Loneliness is your one great fear.

What type of personality do you have?
A confident person
You like to do activities on your own. You are confident and that's why you don't care what other people think about you. You are ambitious and often worry about your future. You don't like to be a follower because you like to be independent - this means you are always trying your best to be the leader. You are attractive to other people because of your confidence and intelligence.

What's your personality love style?
Love at first sight is your style. You are not fussy about who you fall for, and often there seems to be no rational reason for you deciding to love someone, it just happens and you'll follow your heart. When you do fall for someone, you fall completely. Your love is somewhat child-like, or what people like to call "puppy love". While following your heart is important, you should also remember to use your head occasionally.

The Eating Test
You are generally a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you. You hate it when the summer is over.
You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you. You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals.

That's all for now (:

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Today was special.
But I know tomorrow's gonna be even more special (:

2008-01-10T15:02:00.000+08:00

我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有

感觉甜甜的.

2008-01-05T13:58:00.000+08:00

I feel stupid. Everytime I want to post photos I'll keep dc-ing. I'll try tmrw then.

Okay basically the year 3 orientation was kinda sian, mostly talks and some games. But I like my class :D I don't know how to describe lah :) Anyway today was Guowen's bday and yea, we wrote some notes on the board and MrTay was super funny. Taking a bag of HelloKitty marshmellows and distributing on our tables. Yea, I do hope Guowen enjoyed his first birthday in Singapore, as a class, as 3B.

Once again, happy bday!

Cynthia Liwen Leeying Jiachen Yuherng Min2 Xiaoyu Zhongyu Zhiwei Yang Simon Jiadong Guowen Carrie SamLauw SamHiew Hanlin Qiqian Zhikang Jaime Jade Xiangyu MrTay
3B :)

Though we've known each other for only a few days, but it was fun and hope to bond more in the next 2 years :D

And it's touching how 2J automatically meets up during lunches and recesses.
I think I will have a happy sec sch life :)

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Up to you guys. Maybe one day it happens so often it won't bother me a bit anymore.

2007-12-26T20:18:00.000+08:00

I AM A 32nd JUNIOR NCO OF DUNMAN HIGH SCHOOL CORPS.

So much to blog about. sian -.-
I think I shall post photos tmr or something. I need to pack my room. Now.

2007-12-15T15:41:00.000+08:00

Jnco course it over.
JN[C]Omet.

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After we were dismissed Sgt Daphne gave the std2s notes from all the instructors! It was super sweet and ya, today made us feel very motivated for Jnco :]

Yixi, Zhiwei, Yingying, Jade, Hg, Mae ~~Chong~~, Liwen, Janson, Wenzhong and I had dinner at Block 10. I ate some kinda chilli+tomato sauce thing. -_- Yup, we were scolded by the drinks stall guy cos he said we were noisy. We were like.. Lol nevermind. Photos (:

If you noticed it is a SMILING SNOWMAN :D

2JARVIX! :D :D :D

ELLWHY (:

Notice the reflection of the window (:

EMO LIAO :O

Featuring Zhiwei's finger. POKE!

LOLOLOLOLOLOLLOLOLLLLL!

Walking home.. hahah.

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Tired. Gg zhiwei's house for Flag tmr.

Squad, jiayou for JNCO!
I LOVE MY TEAM.
I LOVE MY SQUAD.

2007-12-09T15:35:00.000+08:00

PD TODAY!
Hahaha, so cool. My hiong-est PD ever. We weren't busy with FA stuff but more of supplying manpower for whatever the organisation was. People who went were Sir Huawei, Sir Tienleng, Sir Pialeong, Sir JianNan, Ma'am Pearlning, Staff Cheryl, Sgt Huaxin, Sgt Samuel, Sgt Yujia (!!), Heng Guang, Glada, Liwen, Wenzhong, Yixi and I! I think I left out some sirs though :/ Cannot really rmb all q:
Yup lazy to go into details but for this PD cantonese helped alot leh! :D Seriously I should learn Hokkein too, or at least abit to communicate with. Sian, those who dont know how to speak cantonese got language barrier liao T.T
And luckily Dennis helped bring slippers for me -_- I didn't bring shoes to change out! Omg that is like.. -___- Thank you JieMei!
I think the organiser should have made it clear that they needed a PA card or the invitation to come or something. 'Cos many came and got rejected 'cos they didn't have either. :/ sad ar. I felt quite weird to reject them, but it's to prevent them from queueing in the everlong queue and end up wasting their time ):
Lol, yup so we were dismissed at around 1230 - 1 after having a vegetarian lunch at the temple. Our table so cool! 10 people, std4s + std2s :D Changed out in the temporary toilet, abit hard to change there though :/ Then the std2s took bus to Bedok interchange to get a drink. We drank Mr bean! Haah, too bad no more Mr bean plushie.
Yup then Wenzhong, Liwen and I took 31 back. Stupid hg duwan take with us! -_-
Shagged ar. Tiring Pd ): But quite meaningful. The std2s all felt so useful :D We helped people! :)

I wanted to rest on my bed for awhile and I fell asleep.
I was that tired.
Now I'm hungry :/

Photo for today, look at our tired faces lol :/

2007-12-06T06:55:00.000+08:00

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Kupped from random searches on Google :)

WRITE WHATS ON YOUR MIND, AND DON’T CHANGE IT.

1. Yesterday:
Punggol, Pasir Ris, Tanah Merah, Changi, Bedok, Marina, Outram Park, Punggol.

2. I am listening to:
Nothing.

3. Maybe I should:
Finish my holiday homeowrk this week.

4. I don’t understand:
Certain people.

5. I have lost my respect for:
Smokers. They never realise how people around them care.

6. I last ate:
Lunch.

7. The meaning of my display name:
"Nothing to say."
Nothing to say?

8 . Friendster is:
Cool. Facebook is cooler. (So Chong Mae should get either one of them.)

9. Today:
Sucks.

10 . Is your hair wet?
No.

12. Is your cell phone right next to you?
It always is.

13. Do you miss someone?
Yes.

14. Are you wearing chap stick?
No.

15. Are you tired?
I just downed 50.

16 . Are you wearing pajamas?
No.

17. Are you mad?
Yes, at someone.

18. Are you upset?
No.

HAVE YOU..

1. Recently done anything you regret?
Maybe I should have gone trip sci.

2. Ever stuck gum under a desk?
No.

3. Ever kicked someone?
Yeah, many times.

4. Ever tripped over your own feet?
Don't think so.

RANDOM..

1. Is there anyone who is on your mind right now?
People I'm talking to on MSN and Zhiwei. (I'm not les, I'm doing MOI :D)

2. Do you have any siblings?
One older brother in NSF.

3. Do you want children?
In the future.

4. Do you smile often?
How not to smile with the company of 6a, 2j, squadmates?

5. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
NO!

6. Do you like your handwriting?
It constantly changes.

7. Are you a friendly person?
Maybe. I think it depends.

8. Whose bed other than yours do you sleep in?
Chalet, maybe.

9. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Turqoise.

10. What were you doing at 2pm yesterday?
Giving a surprise to someone :)

11. What can you not wait for?
Finish all my homework and go thru jnco as a full strength squad.

2007-12-04T12:00:00.000+08:00

Nice song. Check it out.

Backstreet Boys - Just Want You To Know

Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night

Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me

I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away

I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

2007-12-03T00:28:00.000+08:00

Went to expo Sitex fair with Larry, Daddy, Mr Liu and Uncle Huasheng. I got my sony vaio! Too bad it isn't white, but it's still chio to me :) And Mr Liu kupped many things extra from sony. So cute ahahhah.

Thank you Gan die and Daddy. And Larry for using your NETS temporarily. -_-

Watched Tattooist yesterday. NC16 bleh q:
Stupid show. Scares epople at the wrong moments uh. And the cinema was super cold ><

My life's boring.
And I think I'm going crazy remembering all the JNCO stuff.
Nevermind..
SQUAD: JIAYOU! I LOVE YOU!

2007-11-30T01:30:00.000+08:00

I'm going Zhiwei's house to do MOI soon.

These few days. A lot of stuff.
I don't want to be dragged in again.

Anything you want.

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Don't think you'll ever see this..
But I miss you.

2007-11-19T11:47:00.000+08:00

BOON I CHANGED MY SKIN ALREADY HAHAHA.
Okay whateverr~

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LOL PUNGGOL IS NOT ULU! :]

Zomg Jade and Yizhen got lost at SK and Punggol for quite long :/ LOL my fault for giving stupid directions hahah. I think I get lost quite easily too. (My boyfriend must be street-smart and must have great sense of direction :D) Anywayyyy, THANK YOU JADE AND YIZHEN FOR TAKING THE EFFORT TO COME PUNGGOL! Sorry for the lousy directions but ty for the lovely notes and disc :) JARVIX 0607 is lovee!

Anyway I had tuition today. A bit scary ah. Haven't had tuition for 10 years and suddenly holiday lessons feel quite weird. :/ Chem was quite tough but Phy was just a revision of Sec2 work, not that tedious. We only drew a graph I think. Yup :) YAY I saw Boon Deborah Jade Wenzhong Jiemin Jasmine Xiaowei today, got to know new people too :)

Went Popular and practically wasted my time there -_- Zomg I wasted time again I deserve to dieeee LOL.

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From mAyyiiesx

1) The person who tagged you was:
mAyiiesx.

2) Your relationship with him/her:
Squadmates! :D

3) Your 5 impressions of him/her:
Retarded - Laughs for no reason -_-
Blind - She says she's fat -_-
Man - Woah I nothing to say lah.
Lots of mood swings - :) LAUGH LAUGH then sad sad then LAUGH LAUGH. q:
EMOOOOOOO - :]

4) Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?:
LAUGHING LIKE SOME SHITASS TOGETHER :D

5. Most memorable words she has said to you?:
"AHAHAHAHAHAHHA" *changes face*

awhile later..

"AHAHAHAHAHHAHAH"

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?:
ZOMG NOOOOOOOOO.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?:
Cannot be emo :D
Aiyah, she won't be my lover anyway -_-

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Not like her? -_- You like your enemies one meh?
Though I'm not saying it's going to turn out that way, of course.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
She niao me too much tsk!

10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be?
Make her happyyyy! :]

11. Overall impression of him/her?:
Fun woman :D

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
How I know -_-

13. A character trait you love about yourself?
I don't know -_-

14. A character trait you hate about yourself?
Being too.. Rash.

15. Person you want to be?
Myself. I'm ~~content~~ happy with what I have now, really :)

16. Say something to the people who care for you!
Hello I love you :)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people to know what they feel about you. In no particular order...
random order :D

1. Liwen
2. Yixi
3. Angeline
4. Jade
5. Yingying (seah)
6. Leeying
7. Zhiwei
8. Larry (you aren't going to do it -__-)
9. Deborah
10. Eunice (chia)

Who is #6 [Leeying] having a relationship with?
I don't know.

Is #9 [Deborah] a male or female?
Female.

If #7 [Zhiwei] and #10 [Eunice] are together, will it be a good thing?
No -_- Unless they're les lor :)

How about #8 [Larry] and #5 [YingYing] ?
Zomg no -_-

What is #2 [Liboon] studying about?
Chem and Phy this morning. Er.. FA? :)

When was the last you talked to #3 [Angeline] ?
This afternoon :)

What kind of music does #8 [Larry] like?
Ballads. :)

Does #1 [Liwen] have any siblings?
Yah -_-

Will you woo #3 [Angeline]?
Nooooooo LOLOL.

How about #7 [Zhiwei] ?:
No zomg.

Is #4 [Jade] single?:
I think so :)

What's #5's [Yingying] surname?:
Seah!

How about #10's [Eunice] ?:
Chia.

#4's [Jade] hobby?:
I dunno == FINDING HER WAY AROUND PUNGGOL :DD

Do #5 [Yingying] and #9 [Deborah] get along?:
Duh! Jarviis + good friend :D

Where does #2 [Yixi] study at?:
Dunman High -_-

Say something casual about #1 [Liwen] ?
Retarded :)

Have you tried developing feelings about #8 [Larry] ?:
NONONONONO PLEASE.

Where does #9 [Deborah] live?:
Beside SIA Training Centre. :]

Are #5 [Yingying] and #1 [Liwen] best friends?:
Don't think so.. o.o

Does #7 [Zhiwei] like #2 [Yixi] ?
Of course lah, squadmates leh! :D

How do you get to know #2 [Yixi] ? :
Squadmates! :)

Does #1 [Liwen] have any pets?:
Chester! :D

Is #7 [Zhiwei] the sexiest person in the world?:
No lah. ==

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Okay byebye.

2007-11-18T11:40:00.000+08:00

I was about to change skin then i closed the wrong tab and everything's gone -_-

Will change when I have the time. Haha.

Cya :]

2007-11-16T05:45:00.000+08:00

I haven't been blogging for quite a while. Been busy for the past few days and was in no mood to blog 'cos of my lost wallet. DHS general office called 2 days ago. Someone sent my wallet to DHS :O The money was gone but everything else was intact. And I finally gained back access to The Box.

Yeah, I think this will be a naggy post.

9th Nov, Meeting @ TPS

Had a very short meeting. Ended before Wilson arrived, lol. As usual, lmao whenever I'm with 6a kias. All crappy and stuff. Slacked for a while before going out of school. Jokes about Soya Bean.. etc -_-

"SOYA BEAN IS BAD FOR BOYS!"

LOL I still don't know why.

Left tps and slacked at Deathride. Where we met some Malay people who kept saying hi to us. It was at 7-11 that I realised I lost my wallet. Was super worried. Looked all around the tps are but I couldn't find it. Thank you Jesh, Liwen and Jing for accompanying me. Found for about hour plus I think. Left my number at the shops there, in case anybody found my wallet. One of the shopkeeper used to work in SJAB HQ as a officer zomg. His brother is still there now.

Walked to the other side of Bedok and filed a police report. The guy on duty was funny. He used to be from Damai Sec SJAB but quit 'cos of "stupid things my ma'am wanted me to do". He's nice la.

Walked to Tanah merah MRT and borrowed Liwen's ezlink to go home.

10th Nov

Intended to go ~~Tiong Bahru~~ TiongTiong to replace my lost ezlink with Liwen. In the end she overslept for very long and I ended up doing it at Pasir Ris instead. $20+ in total including top-up. Zz, I'm spending too much. I must stick to saving $20 - $30 /week! Yup, joined Liwen at Tanah Merah and went Parkway to meet Mae, Yixi and Jade to take passport size photo. We realised Jade's uncle opens some shop like this so we went to house first before heading to somewhere at bedok to take photos.

Yixi didn't bring her uniform so she wore Jade's. And sadly she had to take again 'cos the first shot showed Jade's name tag. :O

11th Nov

I don't think I did anything much today. I read Ahma book again. Haha, yea. I can't remember what I'd done -__- I'm getting STML.

12th Nov, TPS Prefect Appreciation Day (Did you realise it was PAD?)

I think station masters are really very sian. Perhaps my station really... -.- Was station masters with Shafaye and Serene. Lowest scoring team 0/10, highest was 6/10. The game was quite hard in the first place. Haha, but i like my station location. Evolution Garden! Super cool, no sun (I won't turn blacker), many babies! :)

Met many people, and glad I met them! ~~Liwen~~(ahaha), Ranita, Chloe, Teck Hong, Jing Wen, Wilson, Jeshua, Sheryl, and some p6s.

No offence, I just want to share my views. I think some p6s nowadays are.. Really very different from what we were. They knn cb mf everywhere, do childish things like impersonating someone else on tagboards (thinking there's nothing on Earth called IP address), create anti-whoever blogs, andd dhey lubb eu w0hrsx ~ (I'm okay with hahas lols some twit, but th0se whuu type lykke thiis are realliies tuhh stupiidx .)

Group 3 came in first if I'm not wrong. Okay then we went back Temasek.

Had dinner with Liwen, Fengyuan, Jing, Jesh and Wilson at the hawker center opp Eastwood. We wanted to eat from Wilson's parents' stall but it wasn't open. So I had Malay-styled Hokkein Mee, which was...(haha)

After that we went over to Cold Storage. I think I started it first LOL. I sprayed female deodorant on Fengyuan. Then we all started spraying at each other. That column suddenly smelled super..funny. We immd zao after that. I have male deodorant on me, thanks to Wilson LOL. I think Liwen had some on her face. LOL.

Then Liwen and Fengyuan waited for bus with me. Yay then they took bus with me also leh! Haha no big deal to you but I would have been very sian if I waited alone. :/ Like Fengyuan said, '夠朋友 right?' Yeah :)

I'm lazy to upload the photos. Haha maybe next time. :)

13th Nov, Comp train

Lol Comp train was fun, but quite tiring. Screwed up a lot, especially for diagnosis. Did 3 cases. 1st case no. 3, 2nd no.1, 3rd no.4. Last case was zomg. I did the head tilt chin lift to Glada and she wanted to bite my hair.

YAY we had footdrill wahhaa. Next week hope it'll be longer. We only had it for about half an hour that day, trying to perfect our langkah drill.

Reminder: Bring drilled boots for tmr's comp train!

14th Nov, Amazingly Shiok!

Raining super heavily in the morning. We were all like..sian. Raining and running, woah Shiok ah! But in the end it stopped and the weather was nice for Amazing Race :D Icebreakers were cool but I fell. There was no blood but super painful. It's not contusion, I don't know what it is. o.O My group consists of 11 ppl including instructor and I. Me, Instructor Dan, Yu Xuan, Si Lei, Eunice, Clarine, Gladys, Albertus, Ee Min, Aisha and Mariah. SUPER ENTHU GROUP :D

Ate lunch at 10am zomg super early. Set off after our lunch.

Activities were fun, especially Dikir Barat. You know, the clap tap singing thing MSP1 performed on Racial harmony day? Yeah, we did that. We invited tourists to come watch us perform! :D Other activities included making a wau (a type of kite), pantun, games played in ancient times, etc etc.

Performance was fun. We performed Dikir Barat. We got rejected twice because we didn't know Tun Fatimah wanted us to express our feelings about today. So our final piece was as follows, according to the tune of Di Tanjong Katong.

Di Kampong Glam (glam glam!)
Airnya putih (putih putih!)
Di sini tempatnya
Dara jelita

Kami belejar (sama sama!)
Kami gembira (bira bira!)
(...)
(...)

Oh Tun Fatimah
Kami meminta
(...)
Sekarang sudah lapar

(...) means parts I can't remember. Sorry :/

We ate dinner at.. 3pm. Omg.. Lol. We ate at this restaurant our instructor's cousin opened. We practised the way peoplea te in the past. One big plate of rice and food and everybody eats with their hands from there. It was a really new experience for some of us and the food was really good. Kami makan makanan yang sedap. We ate delicious food. Haha.

Next was Debrief followed by Prize giving. Got our certs and took group photo. My group won 9 other groups and emerged second! I love my group :) SUPER ENTHU AND CRAZY :D GROPU FOUR RAWKS :) Yup got our prizes and took a huge group photo of all MSP students.

Haha and yeah, after that MSP2 gathered around Cikgu. LOL MSP2 got shared secret already. Shh... Hahahah super cool. CIKGU BETTER BUY YOUR _____ SOON! HAHHAHHA.

Went Bugis with Leeying and Minyi to get Minyi's necklace at Diva. Haha bought my milo and headed home.

Bought Teenage and stuff from Montip at sk before going home.

15th Nov, TODAY

Can't stay over for class chalet :( Have to go school tmrw. But I think I am going for the BBQ tonight.

Can't get my haircut 'cos Wendy is off today :(

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Yeah. Tag replies!

"alina"
LOL very funny, Oscar. I hope you know your IP is 222.164.225.34 :)

kaiwen
Nope. My class is direct opp hahah, Phy Chem Geog. LOL you're my dierct senior ahhaha

Zhi Wei
OKAY. AHAHAHA.

SHERYL
You more spastic lah SHERYL! You ar, very sick.

alina
I can see it isn't you -_- He should have known better about how you type and IP before tagging here lol.

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Lol, and a nice email from Angeline.

No man/woman is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry. If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.

Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

"Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile!"

"If you judge people, you have no time to love them"

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle." Plato

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."

"Enthusiasm is contagious. You could start an epidemic!"

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Okay byebye. Hahaha. It's 1.45pm!

2007-11-10T15:14:00.000+08:00

i'm in 3B`08!
i think i like my class.
haha, shall blog again tmr.

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~~i was bloody pissed off today. really damn damn damn, booned up. boon.~~
:D
~~sidgerlshlkghwhatthefuckalgiuaeflghkefpogaeuhpi.~~
:D
~~eogiaueglhkigwlgkjxcvi'mdamnpissedsdkhsdgkih.~~
:D
~~sldigjsldkglsdiguSMILE!ldgiusrlgijdflig~~
:D
~~sildguslkvhyeahrightsmile,atthispointoftime?~~
:D
~~sldiguasdflgihjulcifuckyoujustsmileslgiudfig~~
:D

okay, thanks a lot jing wen, and the whole bunch of 6a kias who helped in a way or other.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
blog again tmr.i don't think i have the mood now.

2007-11-09T14:36:00.000+08:00

i'm not sure if you'd ever read this but,
when the time is up, tell me.
i'll be waiting, to be back like we used to be.

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done with MOI topic with zhiwei.
she likes spamming people.
she hates '-_-' and '-.-'
she is.. vulgar.
she.. laughs over stupid things. (really -___-)

~~omfg lololololololol. hahahahhahahahha.~~

oops sorry, i laugh over stupid things/nothing now.
i think i talk too much to zhiwei. :)

2007-11-09T12:51:00.000+08:00

yo lol.
went tm with wennt, mae and liwen ytd. thanks people, you guys never fail to make me laugh. refer to mAeyiiesx blog for more.

we watched The Seeker. true the ending is really quite, abrupt. STARDUST IS MUCH NICER! :) haha okay, ate dinner with them and crapped awhile at open plaza after getting drinks from Sweettalk.

liwen managed to stop me from buying some peace ring from Montip. it's nice zz.
i shall not buy any ring for myself until some guy buys me one first.
met renee on the way home. chio. :)

photos!

i never knew they sold socks. -_-

SHYLOCK'S WIFE CAME ALIVE!

AHA! they don't know chang2 wen2 suo1 duan3. just say banla mian la aiyo.

"ee... look at the sauce.."

no comments.

the barbie sings LOL. it was quite soft so liwen did that. we were lazy to go listen like liwen so each of us took two barbie dolls and pressed at the same time. they sang so loud some woman turned to look. haha, did it again and this time right after we press we zao :D

i want red hair extension! but i doubt my parents will allow. so..:/ zz.

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tree. telephone. computor. red. phone. baby. printer. curtain. bear. orange. noticeboard. blanket. pillow. photos. titanic. mirror. cut. clay. koala. lion. hairdryer. pen. chair. towel. pikachu. dictionary. ruler. radio. tissue. wet. thinking. clip. beret. flash. uniform. button. calendar. sims. paper. food. chop. carrot. smell. compose. conversation. msn. media player. music. date. preview. adiguepwoguaepghioijlikgjaropgyuwpioyhj weotu aw[otjawpojuelkbjelfhkgwdg.

2007-11-07T04:44:00.000+08:00

squad outing was not bad. fun getting wet and making others wet too :) i think we should have asked std4s along but i think they still have school.

some.. retarded photos:)

hahaha, guess who?

zhiwei and spongebob playing..

this game @ the arcade.

zhiwei got pwned! 1P spongebob, 2P zhiwei

thank you zhiwei's dad for fetching us to tanah merah mrt. :)

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i'm sorry.
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
im sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry.
i waste time, i piss people i deserve it.
it's only right even if you don't forgive me.

2007-11-06T01:36:00.000+08:00

[edit]
I don't think you have seen this before. It was located outside Mustafa, Little India. :)

lol funny.
[/edit]

I am v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v bored. and pissed.
wtb
You are you and I am me.
I should shut up and mind my own business.

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What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person.

You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical.

You are very detail oriented and meticulous. You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual.

You don't need a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

You Are An Intro-Extrovert!

Sometimes you're social - sometimes you're shy
You've got a bit of an Introvert / Extrovert split going on
You enjoy all sorts of situations. Parties, small groups, and alone time.
Too much of one, and you'll long for the other. You need variety!
Chances are, you've got both serious and fun friends - and they don't get along.

Are You An Extroverted or Introverted Girl?

Your PMS Disaster Level: Medium

You definitely are a bit of a wreck once a month.
But as long as remember to take it easy, your PMS isn't a major crisis.

Are You a PMS Disaster?

What Lydia Means

L is for Lively

Y is for Yummy

D is for Ditzy

I is for Intelligent

A is for Amazing

What Does Your Name Mean?

Your Attitude is Better than 50% of the Population

You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

How's Your Attitude?

You Are a Pinky

You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird.
A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone.
You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friends - and love them for who they are.

You get along well with: The Ring Finger

Stay away from: The Thumb

What Finger Are You?

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hahaha.

2007-11-05T07:34:00.000+08:00

black is for truth. :D

I'm missing someone right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana
I have been in a threesome
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (usually)
I curse sometimes
I have changed a lot mentally over the past year
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
I've broken someone's bones
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast (boon does)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas
I have worn fake hair/nails/eyelashes in the past
I couldn't survive without Caller ID
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (i'm never hyper :))
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same gender
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (depends shopping with who and for what)
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer (hell no)
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis (if i have it, yes)
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (i wanna try be drunk)
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite gender.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amount of money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (i wish i could be on piano. but piano grades don't matter.)
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs. )
I love sci-fi movies
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I love sausages.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (true)Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. (Fall down and break head then how?!)
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear/wore a toe-ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when messy.

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i. am. very. bored.
mae, kope this! :D

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posted this before but i really love this song :D

做你的公主 - 何耀珊:)

或许你没看出来
周围的人都在猜
有种感觉正在我们之间展开
喜欢你偶而作怪　
不经意流露的坏
其实体贴实在　
孩子气的胸怀
曾经有过的恋爱　
彷佛一片空白
直到遇见你我才真的存在
我只想做你的公主　
拥有那平凡的幸福
华丽的珍珠　
不如眼底的专注
对我深深呵护　
我想我是你的公主
终结这多年的追逐
当你抱着我　
地球也暂停脚步
我剎那间清楚　
你是我的幸福
沉潜太久的孤独　
这一刻获得救赎
我忽然好想哭　
感激你这一路
陪我笑　陪着我辛苦
无悔的付出

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cya~ squad outing tmr.

2007-11-05T04:04:00.000+08:00

Rt yesterday, talks etc etc.

[edit]
im in JNCO group 3. along with zhiwei, hg, yeukho, yishao, shiyi, and other sqdmates. sorry i can't remember 'cos i wasn't there when the groupings were disclosed. our group photo looked quite pathetic there was only 4 to 5 people 'cos the others weren't present.

i'm doing MOI with zhiwei.
[/edit]

went to eat gm food. i bought chicken rice with jingqing yixi and wenny. after that boon, yixi and i accompanied mae to tiong bahru mrt to get her ezlink.

"Fatimah is pleased to serve you."

omg please. liboon took like 5min to get it done and this woman here took about an hour, i was utterly bored, seriously.

after that woman was done we went to join janson, hg and chang hsien at the gym at redhill. we didn't do anything. zomg. and we met some weird tv guy there who asked for our school name with a sort of bs face. he kept looking at us. maybe we did something wrong but we seriously couldn't recall.

i wasted my afternoon yesterday. i deserve to die.

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[edit]
it's very rare for my family to have dinner together. i've been eating either alone or with my mum. i feel.. stupid.

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Name any 5 names that first come to your mind. They can be your family members , friends, celebrities or anyone else. They can be male or female . They can be the person you love or even hate.

#1 liwennx
#2 yiix
#3 mAyiiesx
#4 zhiwei
#5 chloepawa

Now , answer this following questions!

1 . Who is #3 mAyiiesx to you ?
my twit gay partner, squadmate, laughingmate.

2.Did you ever kiss #4 zhiwei ?
no omg -__-

3. Are you happy with #1 liwennsx ? Why ?
i love her la :D 6a, squad, lalala :D

4. Anything about #5 chloe that makes you admire him / her ?
very smart, handles stress like nothing :O

5. When is the last time you went out with #4 zhiwei ?
2j movie or chalet, whichever was earlier.

6. Do you love / hate #2 yiix ?
LOVE DUH LIM YIIX LEH!

7 . Do you have any similarities with #3 mAyiiesx ?
we're both gay and we laugh sometimes for nothing. just that it happens to her more often :)

8. Is #2 yiix a good person ? Why ?
yes -.-

9 . Out of the five names , who do youwant to live with forever and ever ?
all of them. but i swear im not les.

10 . In short , describe the five of them.
I can't live without them :)

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2007-11-03T04:45:00.000+08:00

Janson is very lame.
read the conv below. and i think only those who watched stardust will understand -.-

E says:
ur msn name is stardust final ending

E says:
-.-
E says:
where they became twinstars
E says:
-.-
E says:
lol

- ♥jarvix #31 says:
omg...

E says:
fated man
E says:
-.-

- ♥jarvix #31 says:
lamer !

E says:
really
E says:
-.-

-______- twinstars.

2007-11-02T14:00:00.000+08:00

bowling course was superrr fun. :D

first day was at farrer park. the bowling centre was.. quite ulu. (worse than ~~punggol~~ happy ave, for sure) yup my first impression of the coach was, not very good indeed. stayed back to play one more game. scored 104.

we learnt one and two step drill only for the first two days. some of us couldn't really get used to it cos we've been doing four-step bowling so far. moreover coach hashim kept making us to curve ball. (which i can't)

second day went better. the lanes at yishun safra were much nicer and the centre was well-lit, far from what you see in farrer park CSC. recapped previous stuff and learnt three step drill.

~~boon~~ lee and i went back tps after that and yup, felt quite.. weird with the sec ones. kind of, we're old and we're un needed type of thing. (oh no i'm getting old ._.)

third day was the day i changed my impression of coach hashim. he's quite nice actually, and humorous. haha learn four step drill (finally!) and played 3/4 game i think. the woman at the counter closed our lanes before we could finish.

last day was funnn! recapped for a while and yay we played game. again the woman cut our game before we could finish. if i'm not wrong i scored 84 at the 7th frame. stayed back to play another game. thisgame was super funny. we were running to and from the funny spot the difference game machine and even ~~miss lee~~ mrs shen was hooked on it :D imba wenzhong! he scored dunno what, i got 109.

yup, i think coach hashim is a nice guy. ~~he gave me his number are you jealous? :D~~ kidding la == his students are really not bad.

after the course we went yishun gv to eat and watch movie. and guess what we smuggled a total of 100 doughnut balls into the cinema. LOL. me, jade, mae and wenzhong each bought 20, 20, 30, 30 respectively. and each costs 10c :D haha yup.

now's the fun part. perhaps the part somebody is waiting for me to elaborate about.

took train from yishun, intending to interchange at dhoby ghaut, then head home. when the train reached khatib. it stopped for 5 to 10 min every stop. superr irritating. that's not all. it continued all the way to toa payoh, where 3 ~~evil~~ kind souls pangseh-ed me to take bus. x) and so i was left alone.

the situation worsened when it reached newton, when some stupid announcement indicated that the train needed servicing and everyone's gonna get down. i didn't hear it at first cos i was blasting music in my ears. instead i was wondering why everyone was getting down at some kind of ulu station. until a guy told me about it and that was when i got down the train feeling super paiseh.

waited for the next train, and surprisingly there was another announcement and the next thing i knew i was stranded at newton mrt. 'train services towards marina bay will resume in about 3 hours.' i was quite pissed by then and bombarded people with messages. rawrrrr. intended to find some bus to get home in the end.. -.- there were none. met corporal dawn and her friends at the mrt. we talked and she said she was held up by this thing too and she was gonna be late for a RI concert.

i tried means and asked people for directions to some bus stop that has bus 170 and can take me to little india but it doens't seem to help. last resort: call dad. called him and he was at pasir ris. woah gg. in the end he made me eat at newton food centre while waiting for him. i walked past a middle aged man and he smiled and said,

woah, st john de ah!

(i was wearing my hourse tee) while i was eating some student, who was clearly below 18 was buying cigarettes from some drinks stall vendor. whatever. when my dad came we had a nice nice nice nice talk about studies and career. very nice.

yea reached home at about 9 plus and i've been in front of the com since 1015 i guess.

ANYONE WHO CAN FIND 做你的公主 (by sun ho) PIANO SCORE PLEASEEEEEE SHARE IT WITH ME ! I'M DESPERATELY LOOKING FOR IT ! THANK YOU !

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RT on saturday. cya:)

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the white chocolate is sweet. thank you.
it's great to see you happy.

2007-10-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

8.06am. haha others might be on their way to farrer park liao :) i'm still at home hee :) leaving home at 8.30am haha.

went out with yingling, yingming and larry ytd. decided on Bugis at first but there were no suitable time slots for Rendition. walked to Marina, where we realised Rendition is M18 (zz, i was the only one who couldn't watch it). settled for 6.50pm slot for Stardust.

ate at foodcourt. didn't feel like eating so i drank peach tea :D

returned to the cinema and shared a Nachos combo with larry. lol yup. Starduust's a good movie! :) don't mind watching with anyone else again. i wanna go find the book to read. super cool story line :D

trailer!

haha okay i go le~ cya.

2007-10-29T04:23:00.000+08:00

met leeying early in the morning and came up with some crap reason of fighting and got ourselves injured -.-

trng ytd was.. sorry. felt like a useless ass sitting there and waiting for you guys to finish pt. ended up finding you all and doing the squeeze hand thingy during circuit pumping :/ sorry.. lecture was a bit, confusing. activation. ~~i think i'll screw up on the actual thing~~ i need to mug more about it.

okay after that i headed for Punggol mrt in a smely pe tee, and nearly missed jiazhen at the mrt heh. signed on the present. so cute la. the present supposed to be for cikgu's son LOL and the card on top was to cikgu noorizan. LOL i can't imagine giving a Thomas & Friends toy train set to her for erm, her son's birthday lol. yup. then met kewei, minyi, sandy, cynthia, leeying, jiaxin, jiaying. cynthia's dad drove us to cikgu's house. us and cikgu were waiting for each other at different places lol. awhile later she found us and yup, we went up.

okay her son is superrr cute. according to him whatever things that line up is mrt, including his toys on his bed. lol :) he likes leeying btw. he was willing to play balloon with leeying but doens't want to with cynthia :D lol and he pushed jiazhen away! meanie. but still cute la :) i don't know why the hell leeying likes camwhoring with my phone. i think she didn't know that every photo taken will be saved so er, she took like 10. some looked stupid and hey ly im saving you some face by not posting those up. haha.

photos!

i have no idea why the videos cocked up. but yea. sorry. try uploading sometime later.

that's about it. going out with yingling yingming and larry. cya~

2007-10-27T10:49:00.000+08:00

somehow between us, there's this bond we all share.
i don't know how to describe it, neither will i try.
'cos it's enough for just this family to feel it.

i never knew i'd be this close to 35 people at the same time.
total strangers a year ago, to what we are now.
we may not seem close, but deep down we all know that well, we love jarvix to bits.

there were disputes;
there were unfriendly comments;
we always got scolded by teachers;
we got flamed by others;
we hit the gong together during level camp but the next day we cleaned toilets;

however engraved in our hearts are memories no one will or can erase.
be happy jarvix darlings.

so what we lost interclass?
so what we lost the class league?
so what we cleaned toilets?
so what we broke the class door thing?
so what our dustbins are always... pathetic(xD)?

they all don't matter.
cos it was through all the setbacks that we realise that jarvix, is really bonded :)

random photos, which never failed to hook up the emotions and make me feel nostalgic about the past.

it's over.
but we all know that deep in our hearts, 2j's there.

can't describe it in another way,
i love you guys ♥♥

i love you all darlings,
above everything else.

jiayou for next year, we all can do it!

2007-10-23T13:00:00.000+08:00

1. How old will you be in 3 years time?
; 17

2. Do you think you'll be married by then?
; no -.-

3 . What do you look forward to most in the next 2 months?
; nothing. i'm serious.

4. Who was the last person you talked to?
; brother

5. what do you think about the person that took this survey before you?
; didn't know her, sorry xD

6. Who was the last person to text you?
; Liwen.

7. Who was the last person you hugged?
; hm.

8. What were you doing at midnight last night?
; sleeping, really ;D

9. Parents separated/divorced/m arried?
; married.

10. Last time you saw your dad?
; this morning.

11. What happened at 11:00 a.m. today?
; starting of streaming talk.

12 . Do you prefer being held by hands or waist?
; both actually. but waist anyway.

14 . Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare
; bare

15. Are you a social person?
; sometimes.

16. What was the last thing you drank?
; fruit juice.

17. Favorite ice cream?
; hmm.

18. What is your favorite dessert?
; none.

19. Whats your favorite song right now?
; none.

20. Must have for your guy?
; ~~nice hair, clothes(from liwen), humorous~~ love me :D

21. Do you like coffee?
; depends

22. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average?
; i don't count.

23 . What do you drink in the morning?
; water

24. Would you rather kiss someone with or without a lip ring?
; without -.-

25. Nerd of AhBeng?
; half.

26 . Do you know how to play poker?
; yea.

28. Any plans for this week?
; nope. spend time with 2j.

29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
; home

34. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
; yes -__-

35. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
; ocean

36. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?
; window.

37. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
; nope

38. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
; people.

39. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
; maybe :)

40. Do you speak any other language?
; yeah :D

41. Can you roll your tongue?
; yea.

42. Who is the funniest person you know?
; lots. jesh? :)

43. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
; yes

44. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
; cuo zai cong ming.

45. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
; yea, guess so with my parents.

46. What is the color of your bedroom wall?
; orange!

47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
; yeah.

48. Are you crushing on someone right now?
; no.

49 . Do you have any tattoos, or piercings?
; piercings.

50. Are you bored?
; maybe.

2007-10-23T11:33:00.000+08:00

Tag replies
Ch3ryl: relinked! :)
WAILING: hey sister! lol :D yeap me too. how was your psle? :D
Alina: linked! :)
boon: huh who?

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rt on sat.. sorry if you think i was a bad i/c. my first time, think i screwed up quite many times. went for squad lunch after that. slacked with liwen at TM before joining the others at janson's house. was super fun heh. but er, i got super freaked out by janson's cat. it was on the stone chair and when i saw it i was quite shocked. it wasn't moving and i thought it was a sculpture or something. went under that stone chair to get the basketball and it jumped off the chair. nearly screamed, freaked out :/ photos below!

ytd was Xperience07! was quite sianned at first, thought my group was kind of un-enthu. but HEY we had so much fun. No 5 crab, Lydia(Chan Melissa), new couple in 2J(!) and of course being gay. my group facil was yunxiu. she looks like dawn yeoh really ._. hah okay Lydia's shorter than me xD haha had to sell 12 sets of postcards, sold only like 3. many ppl donated but didn't take the postcard. this generous lady she walked up to me and donated $5, and told me to jiayou! gosh :/ i didn't pangseh Xperience for PD. good choice i guess :) photos below!

yup had school today. felt really quite confused on what subject to take. 1b 2b or 3b :/ i think i'll probably end up taking 2b. phy chem geog. i want to take bio but yea, the talk today made bio seem quite sian :/ moreover i don't really like life science (dna...) phy seemed quite interesting.. okay i don't know. but i know if i want trip science i have to forsake msp (malay) otherwise it'll be too much for me :/

3 last days with Jarvix. :( i don't think i'll be able to take it on the last day of school, esp when we're gonna watch that video :( ahh. i'll miss all of you guys!

photos!

20/10

seen anything wrong with this playground? look closely! :)

...

boon's shoes :D first one by yang and second one by mae.

janson having fun playing with his new pet ant. (which died not long after)

sandcastles! personally i think yixi's one looks a bit like a nostril o_o from my view la.

ZHENGHUI ?!

awwww janson loves his zhenghui darling. :)

21/10

tadah! completed ;D

gang, should have been in the photo too :(

2J! :)

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Anyway if you haven't watched it before, BLOOD! (superr cute!)

2007-10-20T09:12:00.000+08:00

school today was cooooooool. whole day was spent on some 1st Youth Water Conference. and of course its cool to get scolded by some sec4 guy and some weird sec3/4 woman.

guy: "YEAR TWOS CAN YOU ALL SHUT UP? you all are being very irritating!" *bangs mic*
year twos: *cheers*
jf: eh that guy quite cute eh

another one.

woman: "can you all don't talk? please keep that in mind" *smiles*

and then she comes back a while later and repeated it again. heard from wenzhong that 2E made fun of her o.0

anyway, after school went for the briefing. we're having bowling as enrichment course in sj! :) there'll be a cert at the end of the course. learning bowling as a squad and with std1s. it'll be at some bowling center in balestier. some weren't there yet and the briefing ended before they came. LOL had a cool time fooling jingqing mae yeukho and boonie. :)

slacked a while in class before teh CS people came. went home with jade(diamond) and zhiwei. got a shock when somebody called my name at outram. turned out to be my mum == she wanted me to get something back home and when i turned, eh. it was wenzhong -.- so went home with him and yea, got my shoes and socks wet while waddling through the puddles on the pavement.

i want to change my skin.

2007-10-19T13:07:00.000+08:00

i haven't blogged properly even once since exams were over. haha who cares. had lots of fun after exams. but obviously since there's fun there'd be, things that aren't fun. (at all)

results out. none were or were above my expectations but whatever. it's over and i promise i'll work hard next year. lol. sec 3 seems like a stressful and sian year. really wonder how stressed i'd be. cca commitments, electives, extra classes, ... the work seems like it's never ending. but of course i won't know it until i experience it personally.

i'm still not quite sure what subject combi i'm gonna take. my initial choice was bio chem geog third lang. now i'm quite tempted to take trip sci, if the cohort does badly and the average drops. i'd still take geog. but extra lessons for trip would mean less time and taking third lang would probably be a burden to the already hectic schedule. i don't know :/

another thing. electives! was bent on taking msp initally. but after the bsp talk today i think i'm quite interested. not in the things we're learning but the immersion trips and camps. they sound fun. hm.. but it's kind of stupid to take up and elective when i'm not interested in what i'm supposed to learn. but it still sounds fun! another choice would be msp. maths and science, my obvious interests! :) but anyway i think i'll end up taking msp haha. science rawksxz. and anyway. tmr's post exam activities. 2k's selling HEAVENLY CHEESECAKES, nuggets, having song dedication etc etc. DO SUPPORT KISKA! :)

THANK YOU RUIXIN! for the sweet homemade choc and sweet thing hee :) we have.. 5 more school days with 2jarvix. i think i'll be sad on last day of school. but i'll try not to cry. it's inevitable but i'll try. crying's contagious. yizhen even suggested to bring boxes of tissues on the last day of school for everyone. oh well. i wanna tell all jarviis i love them alot! the 2 years we've spent together as a class was memorable, and made me realise that i actually have 35 cool family members :) from orientation, a group of strangers from diff schools, to some kinda group of people who share a special relationship at the end of the 730 days. i'm not exaggerating but the love for this class can't be put into words. 31 people came for class chalet! :) in which some really couldn't come. compared to our first outing, this is great! :) just wanna say i really really love you guys and a big thank you for everything every single one of you have done to make my lower sec life wonderfully memorable.

I LOVE YOU GUYS! ♥

some very random photos from my phone :)

~more to come

sorry for being disorganised for the photos. i really can't be bothered to rearrange :/ and if you're in any of the photos please don't complain you look fat i've got enough of it CHONG MAE!~~

rt this saturday, jiayou squad! we all know we haven't been doing pt and exerising during this period of time but endure for rt on saturday! its only rt, don't be afraid! :) we can do it. sgt mianmian said this morning, 'even if you don't feel like going rt, just go! your squadmates will pull you along!' *with home nursing smile* :D last 3 trainings before Jnco le. jiayou jiayou jiayou!

i think i like my calculator. the one that gave me support and encouragement during eoys. calculator is cool :)

2007-10-13T14:31:00.000+08:00

2007-10-03T07:36:00.000+08:00

ah well, at least we apologised.
sorry for the misunderstandings :/
yea lets meetup one day. 11th to 16th my sch marking days :D
i have lots of guitar to learn from you -_- im noob.
and idiot stop suanning me i know i'm ~~short~~ shorter than some 168cm pervert. -_-

today hcl paper 2. was alright. liwen's compo xD lol.

6 mre papers to go!
8 more days to the end!
11 more days to concert!
12 more days to jarvix chalet!

Jiayou!

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I MISS 6A :D

2007-10-01T09:17:00.000+08:00

My printer failed me and i just copied out an entire chunk of LA notes. Great. Revision, haha, rocks big time.

Wonder if you ever realised. Hating people doesn't make you more likable. Haha. And hiding things are worse. When you don't face the reality, your mind wanders off to ridiculous thoughts that eventually overwhelm you. By then don't go around spreading propaganda cos it doesn't work on my and my friends. And you'd start crying and complaining to everyone else you got bullied and aww, you can't twist the facts and narrate intriguing stories anymore.

If you think it's you I think you're wrong cos he/she is probably mugging like mad now and hoping to get a perfect gpa of 4.

Haha. After eoys i swear i'm gonna play like shyt.
Yes, I swear.

2007-10-01T05:01:00.000+08:00

song from samuel&liwen.

Inconsolable - Backstreet Boys
I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight
Without a word
I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear,
I'd tell you this
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
To you!
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
I climb the walls,yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no.
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility
I don't want to be like this,
I just want to let you know,
Everything that I'm holding,
Is everything I can't let go, can't let go.
'Cause baby I don't want to waste another day
Don't you know it baby
I don't want to waste another day

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Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
To you

18 more hours and the war starts. La sucks.

I suck.

2007-09-29T12:09:00.000+08:00

seri!(:

dh[S]jab; SERIPHOS.
gd luck for EOYs!
love you guys!

2007-09-27T10:20:00.000+08:00

左边 - 杨丞琳
one
总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰
担心短暂的晴天
随时都可能
被阴狸收回
等待有机会最坏也最
甜美我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你
所以连快乐里
都装满伤悲
four
你不曾发觉
你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信你会了解
five
总在埋怨过你的冷漠之后
又急着说抱歉
仿佛向疏远的你
乞求一点体贴
都是我不对
结果有可能最美
也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许太自由的你
心里面那个家
谁也不能回
(:
我一直相信总有一天
你会用左手牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远却会实现
心在同一边就能够
听见你说的
那句我爱你
你一定看的见
):
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jiayou for eoys, we all can do it!

15 days to end of eoys!
18 days to ShowMi concert!
19 days to Jarvix Chalet!

2007-09-20T09:36:00.000+08:00

21st December 2012
Didnt really care at first but this video's quite impactful.. :/

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Basically I came cos I didnt want the blog to rot, when it already is.

Just mugging and mugging. Ocassionally slacking :D

Haha okay. Tmw's MSP ORAL EOY! Congrats. Hope I flunk less tmw. Reading a passage and a conversation. 0mg. A conversation with someone who's been speaking malay for life and in the nice accent and tone. No way am I gna do well. My slot's at 4.10pm. Haha, I don't even know how or what to study. Then this coming Tues is Paper I and Paper II. Ah stressed.

"Instead of counting down to EOYs, why not count down to end of EOYs?"
- Wenny

~~11 days to EOYs.~~ 21 days to END of EOYs.

Good luck for EOYs :D

2007-09-08T01:53:00.000+08:00

HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!
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HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!
HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!
HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!
HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!
HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!
HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!
HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!
HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!
HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!
HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!
HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!
HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!
HELLO! 23 DAYS TO EOYS!

2007-09-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

爱情 - 郭富城

听窗外的雨
它滴滴嗒嗒打在窗口
象我思绪
反覆的把你想念叫做爱情
我好想证明
从不在一起
我还是不能停止想你
我对着玻璃
轻轻的吐气再用手指
写着爱你
恰像是一起去寻找叫做爱情
不需要证明
对白很干净
我唯一想说只有我爱你
咖啡湾外面的雨境
我们一起向前进
所有画面都很熟悉
我打开口袋里的记忆
充满的都是你
平凡又显得神奇
我喜欢说爱我的你
一样的对着玻璃
用呼吸吹醒平淡的水气
苦了也变得多麽甜蜜
再有蓝的天气
借着雨点说爱你
看窗外的你
拥抱着爱情我们一起继续前进
听风中的歌
谱写歌颂爱情
你我在和音
对白很清晰
会是个美丽的结局
依旧是爱情
你让我欢喜让我执着让我安静
不必有太多理由叫做爱情
因我只要你
我唯一会说只有我爱你

2007-09-04T12:16:00.000+08:00

updated link list, wants and added dates section.

gone to do maths, whoo~

2007-09-04T11:46:00.000+08:00

Was really deprived of sleep during school days, feel so good to have holidays now--finally days to sleep without the damned alarm clock waking you up every morning. Haha but everyone knows, this holiday isn't just for sleeping. EOYs, in 27 days.

Saturday was a slack day, did science test paper, LA summary package and a bit of History Assignment. DLing Maths assignment now. Ah, I want to finish all the homework by tmrw. Thursday there's SANA and Sunday there's Walkathon. I'm the only std2 attending SANA with the std1s, lol.

Sunday was BGI. Was quite shocked at Jade's sadistic counting of the number of people fainting 0.o I think it was 39. Yeah the toilet was flooded when we were about to change out. Took bus to Paya Lebar and ate the Kopitiam. Kopitiam food is actually not bad. Took train and bus home with Wenzhong.

Yay yay watched Ratatouille. It was quite cute lol(: And I just realised I forgot to buy that cool black guitar pick 'cos I was distracted by the guitars on display. The transparent one was damn cool really nice. [price also very nice $3150 ._.] Yeah slacked around for a while and headed home at about 5. Reached home by 5.30.

My printer can't print the Maths assignment. whywhywhy.

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Love you guys.

~photo from Liwen

2007-09-02T07:24:00.000+08:00

Teachers' Day celeb yesterday. Was quite sianned at first, 'cos all performers had to face this white wall and didn't know what was going on at the concert until we asked BaoJia whether we could move to watch the concert. We've watched the concert many times, but it was fun to see the actual thing, with the lighting, music, costumes, and of course teachers' performances.

We were nervous. Ours was the last item, and so we had to wait for our turn to perform. When it was finally our turn everyone was going jiayou jiayou, and, we were still quite, ganjiong. So we mustered our courage to get up there, and sang zao3 an1 lao3 shi1. Peng2 you3.. Thinking of how 2J will be dispersed and divided into diff classes, i cried on stage. Didn't expect it to affect me so much, after all that happened in class, I still love Jarvix a lot. After the performance I realised I wasn't the only one who cried. Zhiwei, Shimei, etc.. We were the only class that every single classmate performed. Retarded performance, but it made me realise how much I love my class. Photos!

150 balloons, handmade(:

After the performance I was waiting for liwen and joyce. Met liwen a while later and slakced at the grandstand, where I did stupid kebelakangs and ripping the earpiece off liwen's ear. Then we three took a cab to TPS and reached there at about 1130.

There were many many manyyyy people from our batch, more than the sec1s this year. In total, 26 6Aians came back (: Then yup.. talked to Mrs Sharma about school, subject combi, her life, experiences, etc. Felt very heartwarming to see that 6A is still so bonded. I love my 6A darlings! Had lunch at TPS model tuckshop :D

Slacked at Deathride for a while before deciding to go su-wern's house. Camille grown so fat lol! (Camille's a dog by the way) We watched a movie, but couldn't really follow it so we stopped after the first disc.

And I scared liwen from behind and screamed at her.

Me: *screams* LIWEN!
Liwen: Walao! Do you know humans take 0.02s to react?
Me: Oh. Then why yours so slow?

Photos! (click to enlarge please)

Samuel and his new toy, aerosel and lighter.

Don't think GR so cool hor.. Look at him!

What was liwen doing..

Look between Eugene's legs.

Don't be decieved by Chloe! Look what's she was playing xD

Slacking..

Camille sleeping(:

What are the guys watching uh... (eyebrow eyebrow) TAUPOK!

TAUPOK!

Lol yeah, then we ate at the coffeeshop beside 7-11 and went home with guorong.

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From the time we stopped talking, I've never thought of you again. I saw you and I experienced an almost indescribable feeling. I've never seen you in such a long time and I never expected to feel this way again. I was thinking a lot yesterday, from sw's house until back home. But I'm tellling myself not to fall for all these again. The feelings will fade, I ~~suppose~~ hope.

Thank you liwen and joyce.

2007-08-30T11:12:00.000+08:00

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."

It's easy to say it.
Try doing it yourself.

2007-08-30T09:58:00.000+08:00

[edit]
Just read through some old emails in my inbox. Childish arguements and infatuation, I sort of miss them--it's innocence, making fun of mrs choong, singing on stage, soloing Temasek We Love You, grad night, class, th eway mrs sharma always uses health education and social studies AND art to do maths and science, the way i once got ripped off the prefect title, etc. This Saturday's Teachers' Day. Mrs Sharma's retiring after this year. Lol, can I laugh? Time can't be rewinded. Secondary school life sucks.

I'd rather get into stupid relationships that ended after he said "the feeling nort dere liaoz", PSLE which was "very stressful", Mrs Sharma who was "damm fierce lahrx", primary school life which was "sian lyke wad".

"Why didn't I cherish all these when I had them?"
It's the question we always ask ourselves when we regret. Has anyone found an answer?
[/edit]

I can't believe I just tried to use my cursor to drive an ant away from my comp monitor. -_-

Damn you, MSP test tmrw. I'm going to die.

:D friday
prepared so much, better appreciate it.

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1. WHAT'S YOUR BROTHER'S NAME?
- Larry -.-

2. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO?
- Just came back from school.

3. IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
- black

4. MTV, V Channel, OR MYX:
- MTV :D

5. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE?
- Lol? (:

6. NAME A PERSON WHO'S NAME STARTS WITH THE LETTER "D"?
- Dyllis.

7. WHERE'S THE BEST PLACE TO EAT ICE CREAM?
- Swensens!

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?
- Maths & Sci :D

9. HOW DO YOU MAKE MONEY?:
- I don't.

10. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR PHONE? ~
- silver, pink cover.

11. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?: ~
- school, malay test, :D, home, homework, sleep.

12. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU GOT DRUNK?:
- I'm a guaikia. I'ver never gotten drunk. you'll keep me safe won't you?

13. WHO DO YOU EASYILY GET ALONG WITH?
- Squadmates.

14. WHAT MOVIE DO YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW?
- SECRET.

15. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SCARY MOVIE?
- I don't usually watch scary movies -_-

16. WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP?
- Can't remember.

18. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO SEA WORLD?
- -_-

19. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU GOT MAD AT?
- yang.

20. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
- 2.

21. HAVE YOU EVER SMOKED?
- Never.

22. ARE YOU JUDGMENTAL?
- Depends.

23. WHAT DO YOU HEAR AT THIS VERY MOMENT?
- The fan.

25. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV?
- Yeah, Jobs for Juniors season two, LOL.

27. ARE YOU A FAN OF BASKETBALL?
- No.

28. HAVE YOU EVER LOVE SO MUCH THAT YOU'RE WILLING TO SACRIFICE YOUR LIFE FOR HIM/HER?
- I don't know.